~Nama Saya NABEELA~

HaPPY Jubli Emas BABAH!

2012-02-03T02:58:00.000-08:00

malas nak tulis. korg tgk je apa kitorang wat tuk babah kitorg. :)

front cover, completely done by me

the inside, collectively done with my adik2

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR BABAH! PLEASE REMAIN WITH US FOR THE NEXT 50 YEARS OKAY? x3

Terukir Di Bintang - YUNA

2012-02-03T02:22:00.000-08:00

Yunalis Zaraai @ Yuna is actualy my senior from the UiTM Shah Alam's Faculty of Law. I've met her twice and once I bumped into her at my faculty. She is very kecik and kurus, i say.. and also fashionable. (why wouldn't her? She's the best friend of Hana Tajima!)

At that time I don't really give her any attention or any gossips among my batch about her being the rising super-indie-star, nonetheless I kept several songs by her in my MP3

And on he last AJL 2012 (the 26th AJL), althouh she did not win anything but she was the only person who compete with two songs-completely written and compose by herself.

I was proud of her. To Yuna, don't give up! A talented genius like you will touch more hearts, entertain more people, and that's what music all about. ^^

Gadis Semasa and Penakut are superb, but Terukir Di Bintang is the sweetest. :)

TERUKIR DI BINTANG

Jika engkau minta intan permata
Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

KOMIK pun Buku JugAk!!!

2012-02-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

Hari ini hari yang biasa, except hari ni aku pergi settlekan hal-hal bank, bayar duit sewa etc.., dan aku mendapati bahawa aku ada extra money. (YES!) Terus ke 7E, beli 3 novel grafik (a.k.a KOMIK) setelah hampir beberapa semester tak pernah beli.. kerana ada housemate pembeli dedikasi, maka aku jadi peminjam berdedikasi jugak la.. haha. Buku yang aku beli tu Strawberry vampire-kaoru ngn Sedalam Mana Cintamu -sugiyama miwako. BeSt GilE. *menari nari*

Masa kecik2, (oh, sekarang pun "kecik" lagi sebenarnya haha) aku memang gila komik, GEMPAK, Starz Kreko.. u name it, i got it all. Until one day, babah come to me and grabbed my comics and said "Cuba lah baca buku! Simpan komik-komik tu sekarang!". Oh. sentap! Komik bukan buku ke??

Kenapa orang cakap komik bukan buku?

buku ada banyak helaian, kena selak-selak. which is the trait differentiating between books and short stories, poem and etc. Komik pun kena selak2, mana ada komik sehelai je? haha
Buku ada tulisan dan gambar-gambar. Jeng jeng jengg komik pun ada! XD
Buku juga merupakan bahan bacaan yang menghiburkan. Apatah lagi komik?
Bila kita baca buku, kita dapat memperkayakan minda. Komik selalu berdasarkan fantasi, imaginasi, sesuatu yang luar biasa dan luar jangkaan. - Bukan kah itu membantu mengembangkan minda??

Tapi pada aku buku ialah apa-apa bahan bacaan yang menyalurkan emosi. Hanya buku dapat beri impak emosi, mentaliti dan ilmiah kepada aku. Bahan bacaan yang buat aku menangis, ketawa sensorang, kagum, berangan, tension (merujuk kpd buku2 law aku yang tebal macam kamus tu, mahal nak mampus plak tu. argh tension!), squealing macam orang gatai, dan teruja nak baca sambungan nya... SEMUA TU PADA AKU IALAH BUKU!

dan pada aku baik aku dok rumah baca komik sambil sidai kain daripada pergi clubbing ke, melepak kat mall ke, tengok porn kat internet ke.. ye tak?

NAMA SAYA NABEELA, DAN SAYA SUKA KOMIK

sengal gila dapat buku baru. hehe

Besar Nanti Nak Jadi Apa?

2012-01-31T16:56:00.000-08:00

Semua orang ada cita-cita masa kecik kan? Paling seronok, bila kita tanya budak-budak, terutamanya yang belum bersekolah tu.

Antara jawapan yang paling menakjubkan dan menerujakan yang pernah I personally terima :

Nabeela : Besar nanti nak jadi apa?

Noor Shazwan (anak sedara roomate)
~ NARUTO!
(okay fine, aku pun nak jugak. haha)

Aleeya Natasha (adik bongsu rakan)
~ BARBIE DOLL!
(hmm.. dah elok-elok jadi orang, nak jadi patung??)

Abdul Razin (adik lelaki, masa dia 6 tahun)
~TUKANG ISI MINYAK DEKAT STESEN MINYAK
(katanya sebab orang tu asik dapat duit banyak cash. memang laaaa! tapi bukan duit dia laaaa! haha)

Abdul Raziq (adik lelaki bongsu, tak ingat umur berapa sebab dia sentiasa bayi di hati kami semua. hehe)
~ SINGA!
(erkkk. speechless)

Dan antara jawapan-jawapan yang sama menerujakan tetapi lebih logikal siap ada sebab..

Siti Aisyah (adik kawan jugak)
~POLIS.. sebab nak tembak semua orang jahat
(hmm.. dik, tak payah tembak, tangkap je kot pun boleh. hehe)

Aiman (anak sedara kawan, comel sangat!)
~ DOKTOR.. sebab nak tolong orang sakit bagi sihat!
(alolo, baik nye leh buat menantu akak ni! XP)

Taufik (anak siapa ntah, saja je tanya dia. ehehe)
~ CIKGU.. sebab ayah kita pun cikgu!
(anak abah sangat! heee geram *cubit cubit*)

Sirhan Hadi (sepupu paling muda, anak Acuwa)
~ASKAR!
Me : Kenapa askar A'an? *fully interested* (what we called him, A'an)
Him : *diam sambil menghisap jari dan merenung Kak Bella nya selama dua saat kemudian ignore dan lari pergi main basikal*
Me : Haish. *hampa*

Tapi jawapan yang paling BEST, tak dapat dilupakan:

Me : Besar-besar nak jadi apa Ammat? (Ahmad Syakirin Hamdi, abang kpd A'an)

Ammat : Nak jadi BAIK macam Kak Bella!! *kemudian memeluk kaki Kak Bella nya*

Me : Hehehe. Pandainye! *bagi duit raya dan sweets kat Ammat*

TRUE STORY. - Barney Stinson.

KESIMPULAN : Budak-budak memang comel. Saya suka budak-budak. XP

ROMAN PICISAN - (FOR MY SQUINTY EYED-BUNNY)

2012-01-31T16:36:00.000-08:00

First of all, no, this post unfortunately have no co-relation with the group Dewa 19’s song which is super haunting. Hanya sebuah picisan bosan mengenai seorang Nobby yang tiba-tiba kicked in the “jiwang-gear”.

Amaran : Sesiapa yang tidak gemar, sensitive, alergi atau memang plainly menyampah dengan ayat-ayat jiwang- it is advisable to navigate away from this page sebelum anda muntah darah. Hehe. :P

The Unrelated Ramblings:

Sebenarnya bukan susah nak mencari cinta. Cinta itu ada di mana-mana. The male species, actually, despite being steadily depleting, are everywhere and willing to spend time and money on a woman. Or in some cases, women. Tapi bagi aku apa yang susah sekali ialah mencari orang yang aku suka serta merta. LOVE AT THE FIRST SIGHT. Oh! The great dream of every girl!

Selama ini aku suka seseorang itu selepas beberapa lama mengenali mereka. Even ada yang pada mulanya aku fikir “Ceh, bagi free pun tak teringin!” tapi last-last terkena batang hidung sendiri sebab jadi bf aku jugak. Ehehehe.

Tapi seriously, I want that Love at the First Sight. Aku tak pernah berangan-angan macam mana rupa yang aku nak, walaupun tipu lah kalau aku cakap tak pernah buat senarai ciri-ciri idaman (Eleh, apa gelak-gelak? Aku tau korang pun buat! Kan? Kan? Haha). Nak mata sepet lah, nak ada goatee lah, nak botak lah, nak badan hot la, nak tinggi lah, nak pakai glasses lah, nak pandai dressing lah, nak yang sweet romantic and caring lah..blah blah.. Tapi betul apa orang cakap, apa yang kita nak tu yang sebaliknya akan datang. Tapi tak apa sebenarnya. Bila dia saying kita tu dah cukup :)

(By the way , inilah masalah terbesar orang perempuan, always settle down for the “okay-type” when actually, she deserved better..!)

The Actual Thing:

Tapi, akhirnya, pada usia 22 tahun 5 bulan, this girl finally found that Love at the First Sight. It’s a bit unreal and unintended meeting, nevertheless FATEFUL. I was literally screaming in excitement in the toilet after meeting him. It feels like- I dreamed him into life! What exactly in my thoughts was- even if he somehow disliked or uninterested of me, I would not mind. And since I had nothing to lose, I keep my cool and be myself in front of him. Our time together was short, but my friends said, I glowed in happiness for several days. XD

Dan sepertimana lagu Roman Picisan- Dewa 19 itu, the experience was hauntingly beautiful. I love what I saw ON him, and after a long long chat, I started to love what I saw IN him. Thank you Rayray. Thank you for giving me the chance to feel that Love at the First Sight. It’s okay if we end up with someone else, I was happy enough to know that this Ice Queen can actually MELTS. <3

Sihat ke? Dah makan?

2012-01-29T03:07:00.000-08:00

(dengan nada mendatar seperti orang umumkan penajaan)- post ini ditaip khas untuk seorang pembaca blog yang setia nun di Penang sana. Dengan ucapan : "sihat ke? Dah makan?" haha.

Sihat ke? dah Makan? is the most common greeting question i often receive as sms. Sometimes I choose to ignore and move on to the next question, purposely because (1) I think its too trivial, the fact that I'm right here NOT complaining anything about my health or hunger level is the explicit sign of "yes, I am perfectly healthy and kenyang gler", or (2) Simply not interested to answer because I had something else in my mind. And aku perasan, only GUYS did this.

Kadang2 org tu insisted me to answer, sampai aku tertanya2.. Kenapa? perlukah? We had move on to another more interesting subject kenapa mesti "u tak jawab soalan i tadi. Sihat ke? dah makan?" Well, if im not feeling ggod I wont be answering your text messages, I'll be ignoring u and tido lagi bagus. And if im hungry, I'll find myself something decent to eat. So, all the boys out there yg suka tanya "Sihat ke? Dah makan?" I have a proposal for you.

NUMBER 1 : I know u are caring and all, but try to make it much much more interesting. Example, rather asking "Sihat ke? Dah makan?", try this.. "Im having nasi lemak rendang ayam as breakfast, Sedap sgt! What's yours? '. haaa kan macam seronok tu! cara yg menarik nak tanya dah makan ke belum kan kan kannn , OR "I woke up this morning juz to see my right eyes reddened, sakit mata kot. Please take care of yourself k?".. and the girl will go like "are you okay??Don't expose your eyes to too much light okay? Im fine btw".. Girls are future mothers, they'll go soft if you got hurt or slightly unwell.. :) tapi JANGAN TIPU!

NUMBER 2 : Daripada tanya dia sihat ke dah makan ke.. tanya la aktiviti dia hari ni.. that's te most simple way to show you care! and take note of her daily activities, show her that u actually LISTEN to her.. :) or even suggest a few fun activities that actually a part of your own routine.. bosan la kalau kitorang je yg cerita.. kan? nak tahu jugak apa aktiviti guys ni.. since u guys live in Mars kan. hahaha

Okay itu sahaja. Until next time (bila aku rajin balik. hehe) Take care, Earthlings!

A JOURNEY TO ANIME MUSIC~!

2011-11-11T10:43:00.000-08:00

I don’t do reviews as I sucked at reviewing. Okay fine, I THINK I suck. But I do reviews anyway, in my secret notebook. haha. Whenever I finished with a certain movie or even found out a new band, I can’t stop myself from automatically reviewing them in my little mind. Sometimes the critic-me sounded like someone in a TV broadcast, sometimes I sound like a weird Vblogger, but rarely as my own self. However! Let’s not overlooked of what I wish to say and introduce to all of you keen readers who I am grateful of despite the fact that I often babbled on unnecessary things (like now).

Okay kids! Actually today I want to introduce (for anyone who already knew, just pretend you don’t ,okay? hehe) J-Music, only on a certain genre- ANISONG! Ja-Jaang! (plus exaggerated effects of poppers and confettis). ANISONG or its actual term is ANIME SONG are often described as opening or ending theme song of Japanese anime, soundtrack or even melodies created as OST for that anime. Anime industry is huge and widely known thus it often used as a medium of promoting J-Music thus unknown band, Indie ones or even the most talented and profitable artists gladly accept any offers for their song to be an anisong. However, for our purpose of discussion, I will introduce several tips which I always use to discover the latest, awesome possum kim possible bands!! (^o^)/ Nonetheless, before you proceed to read, I would like to apologies since this piece of material would be a little teeny weny bias, since it was according to my own preferences. You are, therefore, free to disagree with me. :)

FIRST! Find A Shounen Genre Anime. The best ones are of fighting slash action genres, mecha genre, battles or sci-fi with lots of explosions(mwahaha) or even the complicated fantasy thing. Not the ones with many fan-service scenes and cute bunny, wide eyed girls, please.(-_-“”). Best examples of great shounen anime which has splendid list of OST are Fullmetal Alchemist (1 &2 are both equally awesome!), Bleach and Naruto, and One Piece (well, the extremely long slash high rated series always condemn the production studio to choose their OP and ED carefully ^3^) and Gensomaiden Saiyuki. Shounen genre anime always use Fast paced-rhythms, including J-Rock and J-Heavy Metal, and also Hip hop beats to match with the intensity and young spirit atmosphere of the shounen anime.

My Own Experience : I started with Digimon: Digital Monsters Adventures at 10 where I learned to sing my first Anisongs- the OP such as Butterfly and Aka Target (Red Target) by Kouji Wada, and my favourites are their evolution songs such as Brave Heart and Break Up! Love them as kid, and still love them as adult. ^^ As I proceed to my highschool, I grew fond of Samurai X, Peacemaker Kurogane, Naruto ,Fullmetal Alchemist and so much more and their OST get even better with time. (And yeah I’m currently 22, I still kept them in my phone as ringtones no matter how many mobile phones I had been changing since 17.)

SECOND! Make Sure It Was Of J-Band! BANDS, I repeat . Although I held no grudge against individual singers, but through my overall observation Anisong which sang by band or even group or singer with instrument is ALWAYS AWESOME! Naming some, UVERworlds, Laruku(kyaahh! Haido!*hearts*), Chemistry, Yui, SCANDAL(Highly recommended!!), Home Made Kazoku, Greeen, and Orange Range.

My Own Experience: Choose the bands with FEMALE LEAD VOCAL. Before you choose not to believe, please listen to Ichirin no Hana from Bleach, Shunkan Sentimental and PRIDE from Fullmetal Alchemist and Star Driver, Blue Bird from Naruto, Please Don’t Say Lazy from K-On! My current favourite bands are SCANDAL (Taiyou to Kimi ga Egaku Story, Harukaze and PRIDE) and Gacharic Spin (Setsunaku and Juicy Beats). They are my laptop’s wallpaper! Greatest All-Girls bands EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (emphasizing the effects by saying this while holding an electric-drills. haha)

THIRD! Always Check Out The Chart For Anisong! This is pretty basic but most people are too oblivious and disregard this method. Not only you may discover new and cool anisong, but you can also discover new anime since most of them often broadcasted according to seasons- summer anime, spring anime, fall anime and winter anime. You can also find recommendations from anime forums and anime bloggers. They often inserted personal ratings thus it make easier for us to choose and thus search for the newest anisong.

My Own Experience: I used to start my search randomly. Once, I did find a list of 100 greatest anisongs of all time, but sadly, only 19 of them are to my liking (I searched and listened for all 100 of them, mind you!). But when I started to specified and narrowed my search to year and genre, I found a lot! Not to mention, some of them do attracted me to watch the anime! Naming some, Uragiri no Yuuyake from DuRaRaRa!, Tank from Cowboy Bebop, PERIOD and Shunkan Sentimental from Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, COLORS from Code Geass, Hikari E from One Piece and I’m Alive from Kuroshitsuji. Oh! and H.T from Trigun, which is more ridiculous since that song has no lyrics at all. haha. But still, it attracted me to watch Trigun, and man, I was glad I watched it. Yokatta!

So, that does it. And this unnecessarily long post’s writer hopes it will be useful to fellow anime lover out there! Ciao! o(*^▽^*)o

Akhirnya.

2011-10-04T01:10:00.000-07:00

Hari ni aku tak mau cakap omputih, aku nak cakap bahasa ibunda aku pula.Akhirnya. LLB Hons. Akhirnya dapat jugak aku duduk kat ceruk sempit di dslam sebuah kelas di Tingkat 7 Fakulti Undang- Undang UiTM Chah Halammm. Akhirnya dapat jugak aku join mereka memprotes mengenai kekurangan pilihan pakaian ke kelas. Hari ni hitam dan putih. Esok Putih dan hitam.

Akhirnya boleh juga aku sambung menghadap 10 hingga 20 kes-kes setiap hari. Menghadap je la, baca ke tak boleh dipertikaikan. heheh.

Akhirnya aku boleh juga jumpa Nurul, Ajim dan Amal. Akirnya dapat jugak aku panjat tangga-tangga buruk yang bilangan nya asyik bertambah setiap tahun. Akhirnya aku kena juga berebut-rebut parkir dengan pelajar-pelajar lain, kena "sound" (what is exactly the word to describe sound in malay? bunyi? hahahahaha)dengan pensyarah sebab cuba parkir di tempat staf, dan juga kena tahan dengan Tukang jaga pintu UiTM (Pak Guard. hahaha) kerana ketiadaan pelekat pelajar di cermin hadapan kereta.

Akhirnya. =)

BUNKASAI YO!

2011-01-26T22:52:00.000-08:00

YAY PANDA!! (^ 3^)//

After three long semesters, numerous meetings and weight gained due to constant visit to Pak Li, all the picking up letters and sending some invitation cards, bannner hanging-sessions, a sleepless night finishing the flags, OUR BUNKASAI IS FINALLY HERE~!!

Although the Officiatting was kinda chaotic- The sudden emergence of the DEAN, the flow was a bit shaken at first since everyone was not ready yet, the non-arrival of the food, and everyone seems to toss me around since I did not get the walkie-talkie (haha. Don't blame aaa Im not good at 'berebut' things~), and also the sales-person-like session to attract people to join in (Wow, I never knew I can Babbling
that MUCH at microphone, Hiru san!)

Anyway, Bunkasai wa Saikou Datta!

I ran around with camera at hand, since I know The Ketatos would be too busy to capture anything. Oh, Mr Fazli Zainal also present at that day as a special judge for Minna Chumoku! (Singing Competition) and YES, most of us don't even know who is he- being too japanised and all. haha and NO Asuad.. it's Fazli, NOT Faizal.

On the Second Half of Bunkasai where the flow was kinda smoothen up and controllable, my walkie talkie had gone to Amal( since she had finished with Kanji Shoudo) and I tried my best to stay at the same spot, in case the Ketatos needed me.And changed into Mai-san no Yukata with Amal and Aziah sensei's help. Arigatou Minna-sama!!

Many many Thanks I would like to give to these persons:
1. JCC no GENG KETAT ( aku sayang korang sampai MATI!!)

2. Our team mates- all the Programme and Protocol, Facility, Techical, Food, TTK, Photograph Booth and others.. takkan siap Bunkasai ni tanpa korang!

3. The Honourable Guests who come and help us- Sato-san! OShima Restaurant, Rose Riverie, Reiko, Shiroineko-sama XDDDD, Karate Club, Kendama Club, and all Sensei who were present

4. Friends who come and enjoyed our Bunkasai: Elie, Sue, Miji, Azry, Wani and Fareez Syah, Ieqa Noriko, Afiq Hermoso

11th April 2010

2010-04-15T21:37:00.000-07:00

Test, test, test, assignments, presentation, report, assignment, test and presentation, and test test test again.
Okay, I’m almost regretting choosing Law. No wonder there are so many spinsters in legal fields. Huhu. Sometimes, I really wanted to talk (cursing, complaining, grumpying and sighing) to my old besties- Patty, Natchy, and Tiqah and my sis Seyha. Sadly, I do not even the time and credits for that. *doing silent screaming*

Thus, I’m asking Patty for a date ( or actually, a long quest for a new jeans. Heheh) at PAS. It was fun and stress-relieving to sepah2kan jeans and watched the promoters have to arrange them accordingly again and again. Haha. And I even got a great news today. I’m ENGAGED. Hahahaha. To the perfect-est person to be engaged to. Hope we’ll be together forever. Thanks you for patiently help me searching “The Jeans”, Fianceĕ~ Lots of love to you !

The day of the FIRSTS

2010-03-08T12:56:00.001-08:00

Its 28^th feb of 2010. Ada Apa? Got Law Faculty’s No Wine n Cheese partayyy~

Haha. This is my first time attending this party- although since the Asasi, there’s already about TWO No Wine and Cheese Party. Hehe (sorry for not being a dutiful law faculty student~) the theme is RoCKSTAR. N I’m one of the person who successfully not following the duty (again.hehe)- but I did dressed up a bit (muka bangga tanpa sebab).but I still hate selendang, almost berputus asa after 15 mins trying, but I succeed anyway. (kemunculan muka bangga tanpa sebab sekali lagi)

Basically, this is how I looked like when Im not irititate wif my tudung

The event was superb. The stage, the dim-lit hall (DSB= tiba2 jd Zouk), the ballons, the freebies in the Goody bags (I never knew that there was actually glow-in-the-dark Lollipops! N guitar-shaped Bubbles. Cute Gler Dowhh!) Nunui performed~ and this is the first time I’m standing in front of the stages, jumping and yelling at the front row, singing along (tremendously out of pitch), getting wild with the crowd. Amal, also having her first time ( but im not referring to the yelling2, but the first time seeing such ‘kegilaan’), stayed at the second row. Yana busied herself capturing the moment- and the ‘law students turn mad’ scenes, whereby when we watched back the video, nothing but only screams can be heard. Haha. Ajim, having the most canggih hp with better megapixels, also doing the same (and later become unofficial Nunui’s photographer. Hehe). After all the screaming, my stomach plak yg screaming. Lapaq ooo~ Oh! Oh! We also got this glow-in-the-dark bracelet where u have to (kepak2)like loosen it, then it’ll glows. Nice! (Saluted LAWSOC)

Wif the Superstar~ Nunui

The Rockstars. Haha

Then the after partay. We (Amal, Ajim, Yana, Su Bambang, and me only- Nunui not following since the photography sessions still not finished) went to the KFC, planning to have picnic at I-City. It’s my first time coming to I-City. The scene was (spell with me people!) M.E.S.M.E.R.I.Z.I.N.G. I think they should change it to LIGHT-CITY. Haha. Pretty! Pretty! Pretty! We ( finally) have (real) dinner. A cat joined us, and cannot seem to stop harassing Yana. haha

The Kawaii AjimBo

The perpetrator

Then it happens. Another first time. Amal lost her wallet then we were having our first time journey to Kelang at this hour. Luckily, thanks to both Fendi and the Pakcik who found her wallet, we finally retrieved Amal’s wallet succesfully. Alhamdullillah. Although suar aku dan Amal dihidrasi ngn 100 plus (haha), (another first time ie mandi 100 plus) nasib baik dapat balik wallet tu.

We reached home at 12.45am, Ajim and Su bambang waved us goodbye, continuing their first time journey of going back home at this hour. Haha. It’s first time for everybody.

Our Glowing Friendships

UiTM Di HatiKu

2010-03-08T12:43:00.000-08:00

WHAT DO YOU GET IN UITM SHAH ALAM?

Considerable amount of exercises—plenty of bukit-bukit and tangga-tangga and peperangan masuk bas

Fashion reference— what is new, up to date and ‘in’. And also the ‘don’t and never ever ever wear’ haha

Cool gadgets ie mini pc fair— numerous kinds of MP3s, MP4s, Laptop s and handphones. Each time you see one in TV, Mags, and Posters, you’ll find that someone in uitm sa already using it in Rapid. Haha.
( sometimes I kinda pelik n hairan how a student can afford Blackberry.huhu. Jealousy~ Turning saints into the sea~ lalala~ *singing )

Eye candies— yeah, lots and lotsss. But sadly none in my fac. If any, Im not interested. haha (daymnn)

Do magic—have no money but still can go lepaking at kedai makan mahal and movies

Fancy cars— Im currently on a self-assignment/ project to collect pictures of queer+ over modified cars and motor vehicles in SA ( only in SA)-will be featured in my next blog

UITM SHAH ALAM AND THE MYTHS ( THE THINGS YOU THOUGHT UITM SHAH ALAM GOT- BUT ACTUALLY, NO. HEHE)

Multi Racial Learning Institution:
Totally tipu (biggest myth EVER!). anyone who hv seen Papadom~ I hereby declared that such existance of a “Yvonne” in UiTM is NOT true. A Yvonne from Sabah n Sarawak maybe, but a Yvonne from Penang? Hahahahahahaha

The Outspoken/Political Minded Student:
Highly doubted, we actually prefer fighting for foods, freebies, Rapid KL seats and PARKING in uitm, and also the only outspoken disagreements ever heard were mostly on Pak Guards’ love letters. (People of Law Faculty!Let’s make a petition on Karim!)

UiTM is Filled With aura of Pure Malay (Ketuanan Melayu):
This is indeed a failed doctrine. Suddenly the malay students can wear hot pants, leggings, spagetti straps, mini mini mini skirts.. I’m in London already people! Haha.

Shah Alam is A VERY Happening City!
This one is VERY SALAH~ the things surplus here are asap2 keta, traffic jams, restaurants, fashion victims (and leprosy patients. Amal knew what I meant. Ask her). Wayang pon tadak. Ish ish ish~

Anyway~ I still in LOVE with Shah Alam. I discovered a lot here. And still learning. Loving the people I’ve met here. Loving the friends I’ve met here. UiTM’s Law Faculty Forever!! ^^

Lama Tak Post Something~~

2010-03-08T12:17:00.000-08:00

I discovered series of unfortunate events on my CNY holiday~

1. There are people who think they know me better than me. Hey, it takes me 20 years and 7 months to become (the current) me. And there are even times I don’t even understand myself (with exclamation points)
[Mr. M who starting to annoy me due to his constant lecture about the need for me to get thin~ for my confident la , my future PR la, my future job la~ blah3]

2. The existence of matchstick girls who can gobble up 3 plates of nasi goreng plus fries plus 2 milkshakes and get away with it (but somehow when the big-big-biggg me doing it, people send me the what-an-unappealing-girl look)
[kenduri at Pahang, in front of a very skinny girl who was having her second plate]

3. Having all the (HUGE) study/work table for myself but can’t seem to breakaway from the same paragraph. Why aren’t these words dissolve into my brain? “Why baby why~~??”
[studying Admin of Trusts]

4. Reading the inherited/photocopied notes (from seniors) and some (SUPER IMPORTANT) lines were blackened. For God’s sake O my dear seniors, why can’t u all used more translucent colour to highlight anything?? Waaa
[studying Land Law II]

5. When people yell at me but I can’t yell back at them due to lack of authority/discretionary powers to do so or fear that it will lead to repetition of JPJ tests and loss of RM250 worth of dignity. Like amal said~ Drop my water face la! (if I hv to repeat again.huhu)
[JPJ Test bahagian Jln raya]

.... But, Fortunates Events DO come along~

1. Finally I can stop casting as Cyclops of X-Men (mata dah baik~ yayyy)
2. I got new SWATCH glasses (oyeh~!)
3. Despite of born as dic*head and meanie JPJ, he (Mr. WM) has PASSED me! I GOT LICENSE NOW PEOPLE! *performing a raindance due to overwhelming happiness*

My List of Happiness

2010-02-06T23:24:00.000-08:00

My List Happy-ness

Happiness =

Holiday , preferable seas or highlands

Sungai Petani

Hanging out with favorite people

Good food, or discovering a new restaurant

New clothes and shoes

Giving anyone I love presents

Bluetooth-ing favorite song from a friend

Getting good exam result

Going to movies

Studying law

Cool drinks on very hot days

Reading any of Motomi Kyousuke’s

Amirul, Babah n Mama n Seyha n Abang n Ajiq, All of my super-great cousins, Patty, Natchy, Yamapi (hehe), Reiko, ChibiYana-chan, Amal n Nunui n Ajimbo, Yana, Dayat, Mr. Megat, All (Jan-April 2010) part 4 Uitm Faculty of Law student n lecturers, my Purin n Lyon

Sleeping all day long

Merayap seorang diri

Deto ngan patty

Pegi kenduri

Lose weight or someone tell me I looked thinner. Ehee

Bergosip ngn Cheah

Finished a whole game (PS. NDS. GBA)

CHANGE

2010-02-06T23:19:00.000-08:00

Should we change ourselves for other people? Penting ke diorang tu? What are we living all of our life for?
Days that we been living in, the things we discovered about ourselves, things we like or we don’t liked. Things we had faking to like because other people would disapprove of us if we don’t.
Didn’t those things matter? Didn’t you love you?

If we took into consideration of others feelings before acting out as ourselves.. Would they take into consideration of ours too?
Why they can act out who they were, saying “I don’t like this”, “I don’t like that”, “You are hurting my feelings by doing that”, “Don’t do this again” blah blah.
What. Who are you to say that? Semua makhluk sama sahaja disisi-Nya.
If you want me to change, then make me like you.
Make me like who you are, gain my respect and affection, then I’ll respect you enough to change myself for you (even if I don’t, at least I won’t do anything I knew you didn’t like in front of you).

I don’t want to change because you told me to.
I liked me
Then I want you to like me the way I am
But if you can’t, I understand
But still, I can’t sell my soul to you
My soul is mine

Dedicated to persons (including myself) who are slowly killing themselves by constantly changing their true-self for the sake of pleasing others.
Do you agree with me, world? If you do, tell me. Or if you don’t, tell me also

Paten dan Nobby

2009-12-23T06:32:00.000-08:00

Convo Kakti, Mak Lang dan Sushi~~

2009-11-16T10:43:00.000-08:00

Kakti saya sudah pon convo from diploma

Dulu dia kan dok kat Merbok masa saya kat SP

But still we rarely meet each other

Sikalang dia dok mghadap umah saya

But we still rarely meet each other (awat tah?? haha)

Tapi masing2 ada impian yg sama

Tunggu Janji Manis abang Imie nak datang blanja kitorang makan

(haha)

sayangnya

saya tak sempat pegi majlis convo kat DSB tu

sampat g makan kat Blue Wave

(giler tak senonoh. dtg masa nak makan jer. huhu. Sowie Kakti!)

Masa di Blue Wave

kami tangkap2 gambar

(dgn tanpa segan silu dan tdk mempeduli mata2 pekerja hotel)

Maklang saya pula tertarik hati

melihat kesungguhan saya mau makan sushi

beliau ingin mencuba

Namun begitu, Beliau tersalah sangka cara memakannya

ingat seperti lemang dan perlu koyak seaweed itu

ehehe

dan Paklang saya saja yang dapat diskaun pada tyme itu

tima kasih paklang

blanja Nabeela makan!

Nanti saya dah keja

gaji kedua mesti bawak maklang, paklang, kakya dan kakti makan steamboat

(gaji pertama mama babah dah chup)

Lambatnya nak Graduate ~~ Huhu~~

terpaksa potong krn sangat terserlah perbezaan ketinggian. aiseh.

Berjalan2 + Finals +House Cleaning = The End of Sem 3 Of BLS

2009-11-15T09:50:00.000-08:00

Makk Aiii~~
(baru sedar lama tak bukak blog)
gila lama.. but given the circumstances, I guess I can't help it..
Apa yang aku ingat spanjang ujung2 sem ni.. Hmm..

One fortunate Thursday, I finally have the time to go out with Patty- we go hv Lunch at PAS, then walk around the Tasik while eating Cotton Candy (no fatin, i still tink we call it cotton candy, not floss candy) got a few pics of kame-san, then she brought me to the aquarium. Well, not good for me- I hate big Fishes.huhu - But it's kinda weird not knowing there was such place when in fact, I already been at S. Alam for almost two years. Haha. Thanks Patty!
-next tyme i'll buy u the Frozen Worms (Cacing Beku) for souvenirs. haha

Oh!! Despite in the Final Examination Week, I made some time to go out- Wif a really charming guy- he's tall, funny, cute (got lesung pipit!), stylo (well, i dunno if wearing a hampir-terlondeh-jeans is stylo.. haha), he's a good dancer and singer- but he's really, totally different wif me.. I kinda anxious that he'll be annoyed wif me and then leave me in the middle of nowhere in KL.. So I behaved. haha. We watched 2012, we went for bowling etc etc.. Ok Ok natchy, patty, amal, yana and all persons I've told them about him- he IS BAD NEWS.
He is definitely not good for health-both mental and physical~ haha. But he's nice. If he did ask me out again~ I'll Definitely say yes. ( Sorry Amirul. huhu )

Well.. the Finals~~Huhu (already cried in dismay)

Land - Okay. But still worrying
Admin - this paper made me feel stupid. I'm defeated. huhu
Criminal - Who the heck buat the question?? Curse You!!
Equity n Trust - Ada satu soklan aku jawab sekerat n tulis "sorry sir. I totally forgot" haha
SOGA n HPA - Okay laa.. Thanks Yana bg aku nama case last minute. ehee

Ha! n we housemates did buat a small makan2 session- with pizzas lebih RM100~ Gilo! (Not so small la kot) haha
N massive house cleaning afterwards. Macam nak raya plak. Our House, once again, SQUEAKY CLEAN~ PEOPLE! haha. amal la yg paling semangat. Habis setiap milimeter dapur dia berus. haha.

It was FUN, this semester. Hope i'll be panjang umur enuf to experience the next one. INSYAALLAH! *Peace*

SORRY SORRY!

2009-10-04T22:52:00.000-07:00

I wish to apologize to (MOST of) my friends if I had not been able to:
-reply their texts
-call them at any rate
-meet them
-hear their stories
-(broke my promise) go have a meal together
-send some good stories to cheer them up

because as useless and down I am feeling right now, I acted like one too. A big loser and useless piece of shit. Forgive the emo me. I'll be back to normal as soon as I finished this whole tonnes of crap assignments and tests and Final examination. I'm just in my 3rd semester and LAW already get the best of me. Move on, me. Move on!

Being 20

2009-08-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

I Once read

"Growing old is MANDATORY

but growing up is OPTIONAL"

haha. very true

me familia

me love amirul

me sista Cheah

me besties Patty

me housemates: Amal-chi, Yana-chi n Mimo-chi

Chibi Yana desu!

my super sensitive skin for reminding that I'm not young and you have to pay extra attention on what are you eating. hukhuk(ohh. I got muscle.haha)

and to everyone in my life, fully participated of partly, accidentally or intentionally. Sincerily, THANK YOU.

Tributed to Sinah and Patty- The " HA? " Conversation

2009-08-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Last Thurs, me PAtty n SinOt went to PTAR 1 together, well technically not exactly 'Went Together' , we just agreed to met there. Haha. And I, someone who already been in UiTM Shah Alam for 2 years, finally came upon UiTM's Library System- OPEC (who bothers what does it stands for. It itself already sounds troublesome. Haha) Patty and SinOt found their books without any sweat at all ( not that I am, mind you). PTAR to me is the place to find cases manually, AFTER failing in attempts at Lexis Nexis. Haha. I can't study there, too many people I knew would be there, and thus, instead of indulging myself with studying, it will then become kempen-like where you-keep-greeting-people-yet- no-real-conversation-took-place. Things Learnt=ZERO. Pfftht.

Anyway. back to the real concren. Something Related to the title above. Later, we went to Cafe Menara to grab some lunch. Another thing learnt. Bandung Cendol. haha. Basically it is Bandung with things-(agar2?)-like-cendol. Hek eleh. Kata aku minum ayaq pelik2. Hang pon minum pa. Haha

Then Someone Called Patty. It Was kinda noisy there, being in Cafe and all. But still the only thing patty spoke was "ha?". DIFFERENT KINDS of "Ha?" s. haha.

Patty : Hello? kat Menara ni.
Jane D: lalala~ (who knows what he/she talking)
Patty : HA? (the kind of - What? I can't hear you)
Jane D: nanana~ (again. Who knows? haha)
Patty : Haa~ ha. (the kind of- Ohh. I got it)
Jane D: tatata~ (can't possibly know)
Patty : Ha??! ( the kind of- What? You Can't be right!)
Jane D: dadada~~
Patty : Haaa.. *drinking her air bandung* (the kind of- Okay. Go On.)
jane D : yayaya~~(I have noooo idea)
Patty : Ha?! ( again the kind of- What?! Really!)
Jane D : cha cha cha~~ ( maybe farewell?or something about Nobby is Cute. haha)
Patty : Ha. Ha. Ha. *nodding* (the kind of- Okay3. I'll do it) *hangs up*

hahaha. Is that A conversation Sinot? I dunno, but jom pi minum bandung cendol lagi! haha

BLESSED

2009-08-10T19:27:00.000-07:00

Actually I didn’t really thought to put this into writing, but one day, when I’m old, sitting on my rocking chair, wondering how my youth was, well spent or done wasted. I wished to tell the future myself that the present me gratefully believed that it was blessed with love. I have my boy, my family, his family and my best friends.

Dear my future self,

(credits goes to Mimi my housemate who hantar me to the station on time) On the 7^th August of 2009, exactly at 9.13pm, I hop on a Red Konsortium with such excitement and anticipation swirling inside my belly. Haha (macam tak pnah lak kan?) Why? I’m going to pursue my heart, mi corazon, boku no kokoro desu ; which is in the form of a human called Mohd Amirul Asyraf. Why again? Woi. Dah lama tak jumpa laa. Rindu laaa. Aku pon manusia gak, skali skala kna la charge. Haha. How do I pick when should I met him? It was partly random, partly whenever his face nonchalantly fading from my ‘memory box’. Tanpa aku sedari~ sometimes I’m making up on how he looked like. Yeah. It was pathetic. We were too far apart that I started to forget how he looked alike. And that fact broke my heart. (and with this I hope no one will ever dispute me whenever I say I’m going to meet him)

That bus was freezing cold. I remembered my feet going numb n needles (kebas). N i have to constantly move my feet or it will suffered ‘Krem’. When my bus reached Pudu, Patty texted me-saying that she was in some sort of accident (a self inflicted. Hahaha) 1^st I was laughing, but when she mention “patah kuku” and “berdarah”, my laughter died. I don’t really get how someone fell in the middle of jalan tar n terseret (hoi nobby. Isn’t that what your childhood filled with? Jatuh basikal n stuff) because I’m a proud owner of a few highheels and although I fell really hard on my face because of those (stupid heels), I hardly got any scratch. At all. (tapi ada skali jatuh tgga n dapat lebam kat lutut which healed two days later. Wuu) So Patty, Be A LOT MORE careful please. Didn’t I told you before? Whatever hurt you, hurts me more.

I reached at the Shahab Eki (main bus terminal in Alor Star) at 5. Amirul come a short while later. (another reason why I LOVED this guy. He never let me wait too long) God knows how happy I was upon seeing him, my cute Amirul. (okay2, I know being lovey dovey is the creepiest thing ever but can’t help it. Haha) Every love song I have ever knew started to play inside my head (this is freakingly true! It happened whenever I met him. This time it was “Wherever You Will Go” by The Callings. Haha) He’s not exactly an eye candy, but he is sweet enough to make me smile. He smell like soap and baby oil. He had wicked and naughty looking eyes that always make me malu2 nak tgk dia. Haha. He’s not big and muscle-ly, everytime I met him, it always mesmerized me how someone who eat so much to be this small. Hahaha. But he’s the perfect guy for me, I can always look up and looked into his eyes without spraining my neck (as with most of male human species in this world. Despite having a boyfriend, I always find them Hate-able) and whenever I held onto his hand, I always got this feeling that at the particular time, I am the SAFEST person in the world. People- I’m in LOVEEE~ hahaha

Okay2. I better stop writing about him or my tears will be overflowed n dripped on my keyboard

Thus, our two days together were filled with series of : tv watching, main2 senyum, sembang2 sambil jaga kedai, cabut uban (haha. Pakcik umur 19 tahun ini byk uban woo), hair styling, cheek and forehead kissings, kemas dapo, main ngan kucing- Boboy and Mimi- (which led to the artistical carvings on my hands), tgk J Dorama kat my laptop, buat air nescafe tgh2 malam (but he still sleep soundly right after minum nescafe. Haha. Cafein- Immune kot), and ice creams (Mango Tango mmg sesedap dalam iklan!). It was a very simple two days, but for me, it worth everything. And during those two days, once in a while, he’ll come to me and whisper to me ~”I Love u Sayang” Then I’ll replied “ I Love u too B!” . And I thought. This is HAPPINESS. I was BLESSED.

And that time come. Baka baka baka. Time to go home. I remembered gripping the edge of his sweater, unwilling to let it go. Holding his big hand, running through his thin and long fingers. Trying to feel him as much as I can while listening to him, who was singing a sad (and weird) love song. In my head, ‘Only One’ by Yellowcard is screaming while I’m bitting my lower lips, trying my best not to cry. I hate this part of our love story- the Parting- I’ll remember all of this, his loving smile, his mother’s kindness, his father’s jokes, his sister’s laughter and his brother’s affection. I’ll remember the sad look on his face when my bus started moving, leaving Shahab Perdana. On the bus I cried shamelessly. I couldn’t care less who heard me but I must cry. The throbbing in my chest was too much to bear with. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

I reached Shah Alam. Back to my humble abode in Seksyen 7. Empty. Oh. Everyone gone to class. Sleep. Woke up. Land Law Lecture. Home. A lil crisis with Diana. Fix it tru sms. Natata texted me and successfully create a language clashing with any human language in this planet. Haha. Finally. Laugh of the day. Natata is the best. She’s always get the wrong timing (bila aku tgh makan la, tgh tgk movie la) but She’s ALWAYS there. I LOVE U NATCHY! Refreshed again. Yosh! (amirul ska cakap Yosh! Haha) . I am BLESSED. Thank you God.

Nobby

Cuti H1N1 sungguh Bosanisasi

2009-07-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

aku akui aku sendiri pon a suspect (given that i've been coughing n blowing my runny nose for almost two weeks + my ex roomate is a suspect and had been qurantined)

tapi tetap tak suka cuti H1n1 kerana:
A-Cuti raya kena potong (mampus pi la. aku nk ponteng. wahahahaah)
B- Patty kna admit kat Hospital Pantai Utara tapi aku tak leh p sbb jauh sgt (sowie patty *hentak kpala d dinding*)
C- Ada pelawat di umah aku jd aku sgt awkward
D- driving instructor aku asik batalkan klas (bkn aku ska sgt p klas tp aku malas la nnt kna balik lagi nk p klas mmandu)
E-mak aku suh kemas umah kaw2 dgn upah RM10 (waaaa~ ini child labour!!)
F- henpon aku dipomen di kedai henpon. wuuuu

haih~~ bulan 8 pon dah nak dekat. wuuuu. aku tamau jd 20~~~

Date Wif Daddy

2009-07-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

After much hectic-ness on Friday, which led to my absence at the japanese Class. huhu. I finally came home to Bangi. Hoye!

To my dismay. the Hectic-ness does not end..

i woke up at exactly 7 O'Clock.. (of coz after series of mama's yell) n prepared Ajiq for his Zoo trip.at 8 am, babah sent him to his skool.. while I babai my mama n Razin to their school's Hari Kokurikulum.Cheah was in her usual kelam kabut mood because she had tuition at 9 am. (IS THIS REALLY A WEEKEND??)

Then.. at 8.50am.. after hantar cheah to her tuition.. Babah n me bertolak to KL.. N it was F**king Packed. We went to Minerva n buy:

Penal Code
National Land Code
Sales of Goods Act
Mary George, Equity and Trust
Teo K.S and Koo L.T, cases n commentary
Wu Min Aun, Commercial Law
Hire Purchase Act
Specific Relief Act
i wanna buy M.P Jain, Administrative Law in Malaysia... but I already inherited it from Acuwa n Paksu. so. Save satu buku. haha
and several books that catches my eye

and all if them .. costed almost RM400 (sh*t mahal!!)
n then we went to the zoo to cari Ajiq n look how's he doing wif his school trip. (another f*cking traffic jam) and Babah suprisingly talked a lot.. most of them were about his experience as Law student in UM. haha. Because most of the author of my Law textbooks were his Lecturers! haha. He got to meet all of them in real life while I only saw their name in the Cover jer. How lucky. (well, most of them already gone anyway. haha)

Ok. Zoo Negara. Woah! I never remember it to be this big? haha. Punya la ramai family datang.. Parents with many many kids.. I dunno what makes the Zoo, zoo. Bising haiwan2 kah.. atau bising budak2 ni nanges. hahaha. Babah cakap " babah pon bawak anak jugak! tp anak babah ni umo dia dah 20 taun je la. hahaha". Yeah. thanks babah for reminding me of that. (sebab aku dah already terkinja2. "bah! gajah! bah! Zirafah! bah! bah! badak bah! besaq nya!")
then bcause he already malas to berjalan2 tgk haiwan and the only motive we are here is not that, thus, he started queueing at the Tram station (alaaaa~~) n I have to pay for it bcause he has no duit kecik. huhu.

n there we go.. around in the zoo wif tram. (i wanna see Lion but babah tamau trun. waa) n luckily ( sebab aku nak tgk animal Show) and we meet Ajiq. Haha. The sealion was magnificent! (i have never been to any animal shows b4. huhu) How come I cannot go for my school trip when Im still schooling?? Not fair!! My adik2 always get better treatment than me. huhu

Never mind. Then after that we went home because babah dah mngantuk n Im also penat. semalam dah la tak cukup tido n tak cukup makan. Balik2 km dua tido macam gila kat tgh2 umah. bangun2 aku sedar aku kat bawah meja living room. hahaha. macam binatang pliharaan plak.

Nway. spanjang hari ni aku tau byk bnda pasal babah. Including final masa 1st year dia eksiden dan cdra parah dan jawab paper pakai suar pndek(lutut berbalut dua2 belah) dan mata balut sblah macam lanun(kena jahit tujuh jarum). haha. But he still pass. (dia pandai. memang arrr)n he slalu ponteng lecture (bad example. haha)

BTw, it was tanoshikatta desu!!
Mybe i shud date wif babah more often. haha

GreY~ BluE~ n OrangE

2009-07-08T20:36:00.000-07:00

sem baru dah stat. juga bermaksud aku akan mgalami series of kekurangan waktu tido. but padan muka. sapa suh amik law. haha

mggu ni saja dekat 2 kali aku jmpa patty. haha. dan rasa nya bercadang mau lunch hari2 sama2. macam waktu rehat skolah dulu.kan? kan? kan?

GREY
sem ni started quite weird. aku dan rumet aku tak cakap sgt. dia marah aku kah? tp aku tatau nk tnya apa. tnya jawab spatah. kdg2 tak smpai spatah pon (em. uh. dan ah tu bukan perkataan kan?? huhu) aku agak sedih maka aku slalu p cari patty. at least someone can happily talk to me n i can happily reply her back. huhu. Patty pon tgh busy adapting to shah alam. shah alam is pretty scary for first timers. aku pon sama gak. masa asasi dulu nasib la aku rumet ngn Jeep n Mie. Boleh jgk aku balik bilik dan bergosip atau dgr mreka bergosip smbil makan keropok. haha. (macam tgk wayang plak). last2 satu klas diorg aku knal. haha

BLUE
patty slalu cita kat aku btapa dia nak balik puncak pdana. aku sbnarnya hepi dia kena datang sini. tp bila pikiaq balik sgt selfish pulak harapan aku ni. so, aku try sbrapa yg aku leh nak bg dia hepi kat sini. aku suka shah alam (selepas brapa sem baru la suka). kat shah alam aku rasa aku seorang wanita berusia hampir 20 tahun, boleh pegi mana dia suka, kena selesai suma problem sendri, kena berpeluh2 jalan p kelas dan kena berjaga tiap2 malam buat esainmen, jalan2 jumpa kawan dan say Hi! kuat2. walaupon aku takot jalan sorg2 tapi aku kna buat2 brani. haha
klu aku d umah aku rasa mcm kanak2 yang mana pon mak ayah tak bagi p, hidop aku hanya untuk buat house chores dan men laptop dan teman ayah aku bayaq bil. plus, the only fren aku kat bangi ialah seorang lelaki yang bekerja d celcom centre. sedih siot. tu la pasal aku suka shah alam kot.

so, sem ni aku determine nk
-study awal2
-bagi patty suka shah alam
-dapat lesen
-kurang berfoya2 dan men game (yeke..~~ hahaha)

ORANGE
aku gembira bila mak ayah aku anta aku mai shah alam dan lepas tu mreka trus pulang. aku bgtau. Takpa2, nnt kak bila buat sendri. Rasa sdikit bangga pula dapat cakap macam tu. haha

sem ni klas aku agak pack. walaupon aku malas sbnarnya tp aku agak hepi kna life aku kat klas je sbnarnya. byk klas= byk life (la kot? haha).

aku dah p umah patty. umah dia luas gak. ada maskot kura2. haha. dan washing machine Orange. hahaha

Gambatte Minna san!

Little Words

2009-06-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

Nex sem
ada Patty
ada kakti

tp jugak ada subjek2
dan jadual yang mnyakitkan hati

I guess
What will be
Will be

Juz get over Nobby!
Gambatte Everybody!

Jadual nex sem

2009-06-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

pasal pack sgt???
WAAAAA

Monday:
LAW 501(LAnd Law): 2.10-4.00

Tuesday:
LAW 505 (Criminal Law): 8.30-10.20
LAW 442(sales n Hire purchase): 10.20- 12.20
LAW 505 (Land Law): 2.10-4.10

Wednesday:
LAW 442 (sales n Hire Purchase): 2.10-4.10
LAW 501 (Equity n Trust): 4.10- 6.00

Thursday:
LAW 506 (Admin Law): 8.30- 10.20
LAW442 :10.30-12.20
BEL492 (presentation skills): 2-4
LAW 501 (Equity n Trust): 4-6

Friday:
LAW506 (admin Law):8.30- 10.30
LAW504 (Land Law): 10.30- 12.20
Japanese Language:3-5

aku paling tak setuju japanese pnya klas
waaaaaaaaaa
aku nk balik bangi

Tagged by Jes

2009-06-28T22:27:00.000-07:00

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
cry. then curse. hahaha. so immature

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Billionnaire. Have big House. Big Family. N big Jamuan every month n blanja member2
hahaha

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Body builders'. mesti keras kan? haha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
p haji. Bawak mak pak aku p Haji. adik2 p study oversea, N blanja makan kawan2 (nmpaknya spt seorang yang either takdak idea atau tak dak wawasan. haha)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I currently am. haha. He's one of my best fren what.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving n being loved back. It's always a blessing

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
sampai syurga. hahaha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
it will then, remain as secret. huhu

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Ngn Kawan2. tak payah purak2 sgt. plus leh jd bahan ketawa masa reunion. huhu

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Buku LAw. hahahaha

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
masih comel. haha

12. What’s your fear? macam jes jawab. khilangan org tersayang. nitemare!

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? -
Jes? Jes ni comel dan romantik (dgn pakwa dia la. bkn ngn aku. haha)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor? tamau ah. nnt anak2 aku mau makan apa?? haha. I'll be rich n married. No matter what. haha

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
tgk jam n tido balik. hahahaha

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Totally. I dun wanna be the one to be blame if the relation ship somehow does not working.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who shows care more. haha

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
of course. Aku pon bukan baik sgt. huhu. I want ppl to do the same for me

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Both.

Apa Nobby buat HAri ini?

2009-06-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

Pukul 8 hingga 10 pagi
Sedang: kemas umah, dapo, basuh baju, sidai baju, mandi, makan, masak nasik, angkat kain dr jemuran smbil dengar music player
Akan: men game! Hoye!
Rasanya tak akan: bagi tau ajiq aku terdelete game dia save semalam. Syyhhh~!!

Pukul 10.30 hingga 12.50
Sedang: Men game Digimon World DS
Akan: Men sampai sapa2 balik dan marah aku men game lama2
Rasanya tak akan buat: Dengar cakap orang yang marah aku tu. (bawak laptop masuk bilik dan sambung men)

Pukul 2.30 hingga 4.30
Sedang: berenti men sebab tensen asik kalah, pastu pi semayang tenangkan diri (haha)
Akan: Pi tengok tv pula
Rasanya tak akan buat: apa2 yang berfaedah. Alergic. Hahaha

Pukul 5 sampai 6
Sedang: Geram kat tv kerana rosak
Akan: tendang dan karate tv
Rasanya tak buat: bagitau kat babah retak kat tv tu sapa buat

Pukul 6 sampai 6.15
Sedang: jalan kaki nak amik ajiq kat sekolah agama dia sambil mesej2 ngn amirul
Akan: pikir kat mana nak cari the white milo tabur untuk patty. Hmmm.. * muka berfikir dgn konsentrasi*
Rasanya tak akan buat: ingat kan patty tentang the white milo tabur lagi (duh! U r doing it now!)

Pukul 6.30 sampai 7
Sedang: Mandi, semayang dan makan ( baru nak makan)
Akan: bukak newspaper tengok cerita apa best malam ni
Rasanya tak akan buat: cakap kat mama bahawa aku lupa lipat kain ( angkat se bundle kain dan nyorok kan dalam bilik tido)

Pukul 9 sampai 11
Sedang: tengok tv dan tgk2 ada mesej dari Paten. Haha. Ada peminat baru yang di jodohkan oleh Wanyu. Wiwitttt~~! (contagious-free-publicity-syndrom- dijangkiti dari Patty
Akan: Pi sambung men game kerana dapat cheats baru. Yay! ^o^
Rasanya tak akan buat: Lipat kain. Esok masih ada. Hehe

Sekian la hari2 bosan Nobby masa cuti sem. Sudah Gemot. Huwaaa~

p/s to patty: nnt aku nk tarik ko jogging ngn aku kat tasik tiap2 weekend! MWAHAHA *evil laughter*

Dayat Tag SayA

2009-06-18T23:10:00.000-07:00

MOHD AMIRUL ASYRAF B MOHD YUNUS

1. dia tengah duduk depan tv. apa ada kat skrin tv sekarang?
msti tgh men game

2. makanan apa yang dia tak suka?
makanan basi, tak sedap, sayur, timun dan tauge. haha

3. nak keluar pergi makan dan minum. dia order apa?
Mc Chicken. Air tak tentu.

4. dia pergi sekolah/universiti kat mana?
KOlEJ SULTAN ABDUL HAMID

5. dia sedang menceburkan diri dalam bidang apa/bekerja/masih belajar?
bidang raja lawak kot? haha. X de la. tgh upper 6

6. apakah saiz kasut dia? 6 atau 7

7. kalau dia mengumpul barang, apakah barang yang mungkin dia kumpul?
komik dan konsol game

8. makanan apa yang kalau boleh dia nak makan hari-hari?
KFC dan Pizza hut. High maintainance tol pakwe saya ni. huhu

9. pakaian apa yang dia tak akan pakai?
depends. kalau dia suka baik bli jer.. sbb dia ni cerewet. ssh nk cari baju dia. kn b? haha

10. apa yang selalunya dia pakai bila keluar bertemu janji dengan awak?
T-shirt Man U, Jeans, tali pinggang putih faveret dia

11. siapa sahabat baik dia?
Nabeela Shakina bt Abdul Razak . Mak dia. Dinesh. Ghana. dan Azuan.

12. warna kegemaran dia?
Itam itu emas

13. benda yang dia selalu buat/perangai dia (habit)?
kelakar dan buat comel. hahaha

14. apa yang dia banggakan?
Lucy~! Motor dia- named by me. haha

15. minyak wangi kegemaran?
dia xske myk wangi. tu la pasal dia bau mcm bby oil. haha

16. awak rasa dia akan baca benda ni?
tak mungkin. hahaha.

17. bagaimanakah anda berdua jatuh cinta?
Love at first Sight. hee~

lima orang yang anda ingin tag :
masalahnye kawan2 saya pasti marah klu saya tag mreka. huhu.

JES! ko jelah yg aku leh Tag.. huhu
haha

Sonot Gak. Haha

2009-06-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Nabeela Shakina bt Abdul Razak

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers name)
Mashitah Abdul Razak

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Ghazali Musa. Sorry tok ayah, sorry Atok. huhu

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
InaNa. hahaha. banana?

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Lion

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)
Nobby Teluk Intan

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
THE Red Strawberry Milk - hahaha. siot tak heroic lgsg

8.FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
NaZak? hahaha. nak mati ke?

9.ROCK STAR NAME:(pets name, current street name)
Ren Nobby. eh? sdap pula haha

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Mimi 7/5A. hahahaha

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")
NABizzle. Eww. Geli mak. tak gangsta pon?

12.YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
BlackNovas. haha. ni cyberpet aku pnya nama

13. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav choc)
Ice Choki Choki. Lazat nya nama. haha

14. WIZARD'S NAME: (last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)
Tahstu LeoJuh. nama watak tak pnting dalam HP n tadak sapa bother nak ingat

15. PIRATE'S NAME: (fav actor last name, your 'pet' name, fav actress last name, add "Captain" at the beginning)
Captain Kimura Nobby Heigl

PeNat Laa. Waa

2009-06-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

khas utk patty- Tanda kasih syg aku . harhar

Cuti sem aku sangat boring. Ini adalah kerana family aku tdk pergi ke mana2 dan kalau ke mana2 pon pasti sekejap je. Adalah p melaka pada 1 hb sampai 2 hb (bengong tol sat sgt) tapi sempat la jgk naik menara taming sari. Best2~! Dan makan kat McD depan Zoo Melaka. heheh

Tapi.. pada 5 hb famili aku balik kampung kat Kg. Gajah (kampung aku yg cantik dan udara segar tp byk nyamuk) untuk menyaksikan akad nikah Angah (kazen lelaki aku yg mrupakan seorang doktor dan telah mlangkah bendul krana abangnya Along pon belum mau kawen lagi). Malam itu mama dan babah telah tinggal aku dan adik2 sebab mau p Vietnam on the very next day.

Aku sebenarnya agak chuak (sbnarnya sgt chuak sampai nangeh), kerana 1- aku tak biasa ngn sedara mara belah babah tiba2 kena tumpang mereka, 2- dpt intuisi bahawa aku dan adik aku akan dibuli di majlis kenduri krn maklumla mak pak kami tadak.. suma org msti mgarah kitorang la. Wuuu dan 3- Last tyme mak pak aku p oversea bersama2 ialah masa aku dajah 6. Takot woo berada beribu km jauh dr mak pak. Walaupon aku ni dah mrayap rata tp balik bangi pon tak penah balik sendiri. Dan keluarga Wancik (adik babah yg tumpangkan kami) pulak sgt baik smpai aku rasa bersalah (kerana aku mmpunyai adik2 yg banyak songeh).

6 Jun 2009
Majlis kenduri Kak Ngah ( angah’s bride) kat Langkap, Teluk Intan, Perak. Tema nya krim dan Brown. Cantik giler Kak ngah~ rugi la dapat kat angah yang sengalistik tu. (haha. Sori angah. Pengantin tak leh mara~~) tak dpt merayap sgt sbb umah orang kan..
Ha! Tp tyme berarak ramai2 .. Bekas Bunga Telur yg besar dan berat tu ilang balance n jatuh. Kecoh la kjap. Haha. (Cheah tiba jadi seorang yg senyap krna dia yg pegang bunga telor tu. kuikui)

7 Jun 2009
Majlis kenduri Angah (aku berpeluh2 buat keja wooo- peluh2 sexy. Haha) kat Ipoh, Perak. Ni sah2 terang nampak doktor kawen doktor.. 10 khemah tak termasuk 2 khemah rombongan pengantin pompuan. Tetamu: 2000 lebih. Theme: Gold n Purple. Aku jer yg pakai tak ikot theme sbb nk sepasang ngn baju Cheah. Ceh. Tp yg bestnya ramai kenal aku (sbnarnya depa knai pak aku ja. Haha. Nama aku tyme tu -”anak Ajak”.). Aku jmpa gak anak2 buah aku kat kem- Putera Iqbal: form 4, ngan Fathurrahman : form 3. Haha. Suma dok tgk aku ngn aneh sbb tgh aku dok berlari sana sini bagi bunga telur, Iqbal dok ngekor aku smbil bersembang. Haha. Mesti depa ingat kami ni ada skandal. Haha. (nasib bek mamat tu hensem. N well, aku ni kan ada ’charm’ ngn anak2 ikan. hahahaha)

Aku dan kerusi angah. haha. tamau duduk bekas peluh2 pngantin. kuikui

8 Jun 2009
Asalnya nak p The lost world of tambun tp tak jadi sbb sgt ramai dan tadak duit- RM21 per head. Gilo. Last2 p Giant sebelah tu dan makan. Haha

9 Jun 2009
Memandangkan sehari sebelumnya kitorang tak leh mndi.. wan cik bawak kitorang p Teluk Batik. Mandi laut trus~! Haha. Adik2 aku suma terjun, aku tamau sbb badan aku nek tompok2 macam rimau bintang sbb makan banyak telur kat kenduri. Huhu. Lagi satu fakta aneh ttg aku : I’m alergic with Eggs.
Maka, aku yg bosan ni mula la tgkap gambar suka suki aku sambil dok kat kerusi malas (kena bayaq rm2- hampeh tol). Kebanyakan nya gmba kaki sbb aku malu nk pose2 tengah2 ramai org kat pantai tu. Biasa la sampah2 tu tp that beach still looked nice.

(kjadian tak best di sini ialah Ajiq mnangeh kuat2 krana Homesick. Siot tol)

Dan lepas tu kitorang p minum2 di Lumut. ABC Special. dan cendol. PATTY~ aku makan cendollll~~ haha

kaki aku comel. hahaha

Currently asked Question (to me)

2009-06-03T13:05:00.000-07:00

The only reason why I watched K-Drama ONLY during 1 a.m and above?
I am a VERY VERY big sucker for sad love story. The moments the actor/actress shed one or two tears , i’ll have a totally runny nose n wet cheeks. N wet n totally penyet pillow which i’ll always hugged every time i’m having a midnight movie.

And of course. Who wants to be seen in the state of puffy eyes? Haha

The only reason why I liked Lions and keep on buying Lions thingy? (not something like Lions’ skins n all. That is Pure Evil!)
They are Cute. Hahaha. I know.. no one give a damn on lion merchandises, but since i’ve bought a cute lion pencilbox, people started to notice them n texted me whenever they found one. Haha. Really hope to find a humongous lion plushie one day. Nyaaa~~

(and unfortunately I had once left him at the APB booth and Patty had done a good job REMINDING me of that accident- nota kaki to Patty: I totally OBJECTED to the baboon name. Why in the world a lion would be name baboon?? Is your jaw pain induces your weirdness? Hahaha)

The reason why I hate Pink?
When I moved to Bangi.. the house was actually hadn’t been fully renovated yet. I was, of course, at shah alam undergoing my classes. Then when i finally headed home, I discovered that my bedroom's wall (which I am sharing with my sister Cheah- who, unfortunately, is the one who picked the colour) is PINK from top to bottom, right to left. And that incident also adding up the reason why I'm gonna hate Cheah every morning when I woke up and looked at the PINK wall.

Anyway. I know I'm a weird person (and keep getting weirder everyday).. so if any of you had any question for me.. feel free to ask. As long it's not (a)something about my weight, (b) something about my height and (c) something about my hobby of eating tomatoes. Why? Because they are all something I CANNOT explain. Thank you. *professional face*

Kenapa saya main Game?

2009-05-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

lately aku agak bz bercucuk tanam (dalam harvest moon NDS: Island of Happiness) dan asik tak dan nk online sbb adik2 aku dah balik. Tapi aku sempat p amik ujian teori lesen memandu dan sangat kalut jawab sbb nk balik smbung men game (7 minit 52 saat. Result? 49/50. haha) Kak siti yg dr driving skool tu cakap tak smpat dia nk p toilet aku dah kluar dr exam room. haha. dan dia terpaksa tahan kencing sbb lepas tu dia trus anta aku balik. harharhar *ketawa kejam*

tp aku men hanya bila keja2 umah aku dah siap buat na.. aku baik, rajin, mulia, dan comel (bangga diri)

sbb kalau aku tak main game terpaksala (terpaksa?? haha) aku tgk tv. bila aku tgk tv aku tertidor. bila aku tertido aku biar elektrik terbazir. nah. jd bek aku men game. haha (macam la men laptop tak pakai karan)

waktu aku kcik2 dulu aku slalu tercedera. jatuh basikal. jatuh parit. terserst kat jalan tar sbb men lari2. tp aku tak ingat pon aku rasa geram. tiap2 kali jatuh aku msti bangun pastu gelak ngn kwn2 aku n sambung men balik ngn darah2 tu ( balik2 kna bambu ngn mak aku sbb kotor sgt. haha). Skrang? aku stay flat kat kusi. eye locked on the laptop's screen. Bosan

aku rasa klu bukan men game, aku rasa aku langsung tak bergerak mentally n physically. Awat la aku dok kat tmpat yg di mana bukan aku mmbesar? waaa. bosan gila. mmber pon tadak, melainkan aku dah sgt desperado dan pegi bergosip ngn bibik2 d kawasan prumahan ini. padahal kat bangi ni apa yg tadak? wyg? boling? taman tasik Celaka? (cempaka sbnrnya. haha). cuma aku je yg tadak lesen nk merayap ( lesen memandu dan juga lesen parental permission. huwaaa)

waaaa~ aku nk paten. aku nk natata. aku nak mirul. aku nk dayat. aku nk reiko. aku nk amal n mimi. aku nk kazen2 aku, atiqah, kakti, kakya. waaaaa~~~ (sambung men game balik)

Adik aku pon tau~

2009-05-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

adik yang paling kecik aku cita kat aku..

ada sorang imam ni.. dia baru dapat anak.. punya la lama dah kawen tp baru dapat.. dia risau la anak dia jadi apa besaq2.. last2 dia wat satu ujian..

dia sediakan 4 item, yakni (aiceh! haha)

1. Al Quran
2. Sebatang pen
3. Segelas arak (jgn tnya mana dia dapat. aku taktau)
4. Senaskah Majalah Playboy

dan kemudian dia letak anak dia di hadapan item2 itu dan menyorok untuk melihat apa tindakan lanjut anaknya.

Dia dapati:

Anaknya amik al quran itu... (alhamdullillah!- said the imam) kemudian dia kepit al Quran itu di ketiak.. dan amik pen itu.. lantas menyelak2 dan menulis di dalam majalah Playboy itu.. sambil minum arak..

Imam : Ya Allah! Anak aku jadi AHLI POLITIK!!!

haha. demikian la rakan2. Nex year sudah tiba umur mengundi~ Pilih la calon yg betul
Renung2kan dan selamat beramal~~~ hahaha

Aku Tak Paham Laaaaa~~~

2009-05-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

aku tak paham laa~

knapa orang memilih kawan?
kenapa orang ranking kawan2?
memang la orang kata kita kena memilih rakan yang betul.. tapi dah kita tau dia tu bukan jahat pon, dari famili baik2, pastu brain pun ada, so?
n bukan nya kita tak knal dia pon
sebab apa kita nak cari orang yg tah mana2
kawan yg konon nye macam kewl.. tp sbnarnye tak kisah pon kat kita?

lagi satu
aku tak paham laa~
org2 yang touchy bila kena tegur
kalau kita rasa org len pnah wat salah kat kita
napa tak kita pon?
kenapa kita nak garang kat org len
tp kita pun marah bila kena marah?

aku tak paham laa~
kenapa laa orang marah aku
bila aku cakap benda2 yg aku tau btul
tp dia je yg tanak dgr bnda yg aku pointed out
msti sbb dia tau aku btul
sbb tu la dia marah kan?

aku tak paham laa~

walaupon aku dah kenal diorg lama

tp kadang2 aku tak paham ngn manusia ni

babah pnah cakap kat aku :
1. Layan orang macam mana kita nk orang Layan kita (treat ppl the way u wished to be treated)

dan

2. Biar la orang buat jahat kat kita, jgn kita buat jahat kat org

tp sbnarnya aku tatau nk layan org.. nak jaga hati.. nk jaga manners.. nk jga muka org.. klu aku nk tegur org, tak pnah rasanya aku buat dpn 3rd party.. nk consider tahap ke'touchy'an dia lagi.. tp aku tetap bersabar~ with the hope of finding a way to voice out my dissatisfaction without hurting anyone~ Wish Me Luck @_@

Masa2 MuDa Mudi~~

2009-05-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

Aku sungguh Comel. (bangga tanpa sebab yang nyata)

Mama aku kata, masa aku kecik-kecik, aku ni buas gila. Suma nak panjat. Suma nak krabat. Suma nak gayut. Tapi aku tak leh la nak nafikan ke hyper an aku masa kecik sbb ada bukti smpai la la ni.(banyak parut bekas jatuh). La ni aku tak panjat2 dah la.. Dah taubat kembali ke pangkal jalan menjadi wanita melayu yang ayu.

Kemarin aku bukak album2 lama family aku. Berhabuk siot. Haha. Ada gambaq kami empat2 beradik masa baby, masa pra tadika, masa tadika, sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah sikit2, yang gambaq2 baru ja tadak sebab dah pakat canggih.. simpan dalam laptop atau memory card videocam ja. Dan aku dapati.. Aku sangat comel (dan masih comel haha) serta kurus kering masa kecik2 dulu. Dan juga sangat buas sepertimana mama aku habaq- kebanyakan gambar aku adalah gambar2 memanjat, bergayut dan memperosokkan diri dalam kotak dan bakul (sebab aku kan kurus tyme tu. Ceruk mana pon aku muat punya).

Ni gamba aku masa tgh khusyuk tgk tv. Stunt terhebat spanjg masa. hahahahaha

Ni pulak gambaq aku panjat kandang singa kat Zoo Taiping. Hahahaha. Terbukti bahawa aku dari kecik mmg suka singa. Aku pakai suar merah tu, Cheah suar biru, Maktok aku yang pakai baju kurung, Mama baru je nak pusing tgk tmpat lain (yang baju blueblack + tdung kuning)

Masa aku kecik, aku agak boyish sebab aku suka rambut pendek dan pakai seluar pendek mnampakkan kaki aku yang macam ranting itu. Tapi aku tau aku tak tomboy sebab aku suka budak laki-- aku ingat lagi aku suka kat sorang jiran aku, dia tu muda setahun pada aku (haha. Pastu aku mmg dapat pakwe muda setahun) tapi kecik2 lagi dah hensem. Dan mak dia pon sgt baik ngn aku sbb dia tadak anak pompuan, maka aku pon (dgn tak malunya) telah mengisytiharkan diri sbg menantu family itu. Harharhar. Gila childish. Tapi aku comel masa kecik, dan ramai kawan2 mak aku mmbuat spekulasi liar bahawa aku akan jadi seorang bride yang cantik bila besaq. (heee3~)

Pengasuh aku yang geram dgn kecomelan aku telah memekapkan aku tanpa persetujuan dan kerelaan aku. Wuuuu

SeLamat Hari Mama

2009-05-11T22:02:00.000-07:00

Nama mama aku Mashitah bt Ghazali. Dia lahir pada 26 Mei 1962. Dia adalah seorang guru di sekolah apatah tp sama ngn Razin. Perkara yang menarik pasal mama aku ialah.. Mama ada master, tapi last skali dia decide nak jadi seorang guru biasa sahaja bukan lecturer. Mama aku sgt hbat memasak dan sgt hebat mnguruskan masa.

Tak banyak yang aku tau pasal mama aku. Sebab mama aku hanya lah mama aku. She may not be my bestfriend, but she never a stranger to me. Aku leh jer cter suma kat mama, tapi aku yang taknak. Sebab aku adalah anak sulung. Dari kecik lagi aku dilarang merungut dan membantah. Tapi aku sayang mama aku. No matter how much trouble I’ve caused, she’ll be there to fix it. Dan bila aku mula wat perangai choosy aku, dia ikut jer. Kadang2 aku bangun lambat, dia biar aku tido. Kadang dia rely kat aku dan tanya aku kat mana barang2 dia lupa letak kat mana. Kadang2 dia suh aku marahkan adik2ku yang sememangnya suka bagi kepala orang semak.

Bila aku tgk gambaq2 family aku, aku perasan yang gambar aku ngn mama tak banyak pon. Banyak masa kecik ja. Sedih plak rasanya. Lepas ni aku nk tangkap gamba banyak2 ngn mama sebab mama aku ada satu saja. Bila aku pikir macam mana life without her, aku menangis sebab sangat takut. Aku akan lebih cherish mama aku mulai saat ini.

I LOVE U MAMA.

ini gambaq2 msa kecik ngn mama

AttaCkinG the DaiDokorO

2009-05-04T23:24:00.000-07:00

The (baka baka baka) final exam is finally over. Bangi again. Back to heaven. Haha. Nothing much changed in my house, uh.. new water heater, which looked much nicer than the previous one (the late water heater was a free gift from a lucky draw, so it did looked CHEAP).. cheah got a couple of new novels- which unofficially would be my cuti sem’s “revision books”.. and also my adik2 looked slightly bigger than the last time I saw them, when u guys are going to stop growing up ha.. U guys make me looked funny in the family picture.. sitting with bigger siblings. Wuuu

I woke up at7. Startled with Babah’s roaring voice ..in his attempt of waking up my other siblings because they still got school (wahaha. Padan muka korang). But then Cheah hempuk me with bantal, telling at me to iron her uniform because she need to wash up for school. Ceh. But then, as a model sister, I do it without much further saying. Then I combed Ajiq’s hair because Babah started to roar again upon the sight of Ajiq’s messy (and seemingly, unwashed) hair. Haha.. I wonder what kind of parents I will be. Would I experience such memorable hectic mornings? Haha.

Later, mama went up to her bedroom and told me to wake her up at 8. Waaa. Tak leh tido balik la? Huu. The upset me then went to the daidokoro (kitchen), dumbstruck at the sight of that place. It was.. cantik sikit je dari kuari. Messy beyond belief. And of course, being the official ‘bibik’ (or model sister and daughter) of this house, I decide to make the kitchen looked like a kitchen again. And finished up a box of tissues (because I can’t find any kain buruk) and half of the pencuci liquid cuci the whole kitchen, the drawers, the sink, the cutleries, the superbly oily tingkap and bawah dapur gas. GiLO. WO-OwH! (Mr. Alfredo’s voice)

Then I woke mama up at 8 and continued my cleaning job. And (many thanks to me), our daidokoro was sparkling once again. Haha. I think kitchen-cleaning-job IS contagious ne, amal kun? Haha.

Jes yang Suka Tag org. Haha

2009-05-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

Peraturan nak jawab tag ni ialah:

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda

http://jesreez.blogspot.com/

beliau ialah jesrina. kawan sekelas ku yang mulia (ktorang kelas 5 Mulia wooo) dan comel. asik gelakkk je. dan nampak nya ada hobi menangkap gambar (diri sendiri)- berdasarkan pemerhatian yang telah dijalankan selama dua tiga kali.haha.

yang aku paling ingat pasal jes ialah ada sekali dia cita dia men golf. aku sgt kagum. (kerana aku tak penah men golf sejak satu kejadian- men lambung2 bola golf kemudian bola tu kena kepala aku. sedap gileee. huhu)

semoga sentiasa berbahagia dgn encik hamon raiez (btui ka aku eja nama dia ni jes? jgn marah klu silap. hee)

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag)

tak suka cokelat (tapi kadang2 beli tapi lepas tu msti bagi kat orang)
aku serious pendek tp lepas masuk uitm shah alam aku rasa bahagia (sebab ramai lagi yang pendek juga. haha)
saya suka LION! mereka comel (bila jadi patung la)
kadang2 sangat psycho dan suka kacau org sampai mereka geram (sorry housemate2ku! haha)
suka study last minit dan tak tido semalaman kalau exam
sapa percaya.. aku ni playgirl sebenarnya. haha. aku tak suka break, thus i keep them all! wakaka.
suma org tak percaya aku ni org kedah. asal aku cakap org kedah mesti depa suh aku cakap kedah sbg bukti. kesian aku. wuuu
suka merayap jauh2. baru la betul2 travelling! haha
suka memberi nama2 baru yg kreatif kepada rakan2 yg baik ngn aku. sebagai tanda penghargaan sudi berkawan ngn ku. Arigatou~!
(akhirnya sampai pun 10) dilahirkan d Perak. Membesar d Utara Malaysia. berdarah O. A Leo-14 Ogos. Love Family. Love Frenz. Owatta!

4. Anda perlu memilih 6 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda

Patty (tapi aku tau dia tak rajen. haha)
Natata (tapi dia isogashii la.huhu)
Tiqah WM (dia baru stat sem baru. aku baru nk coti2 malaysia)
Nasihah my sista (minah myspace ni pnah ke bukak blog?haha)
Kakya Najlaa Fatin (cekgu kakya! haha)
Aimomo Ibrahim

Tag From Jess

2009-04-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

1-Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?
Aaaa.. KnowNobby (as any non illiterate person would know).. dan aku rasa aku pilihnya kerana
(a) tiada idea
(b) macam catchy
(c) idealistically nya i want people to know me as .. me
(d)tiada idea (haha)

2-Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?
Link blog sama mcm nama blog arr.. kan sonang idop. hahaha

3- Apakah 'method' penulisan dalam blog anda?
Be free and original i guess.. and never bother on anything

4- Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? Sebabnya?
Not Yet. I still got a lot more to say and to right.. plus i think i did not do any harm to any living person with my blog. I say what i want, i say what i think. hoho

5- Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang tag anda ini?
Jes Comel. Hehe. Lama Tak jumpa. Jom kuar makan McD! haha

Final Exam~ StaToooo!

2009-04-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

Sorekara~
The attention of the non-functional-during-daytime-girl, Nobby
Despite in the examination week..
Was once again
Glued to her laptop

Why Cant She be studying? Isn’t it what she was born for?(what a pathetic life)

Angelobby: Shouldn’t you be studying? You still got Ethnic Relation tomorrow! *smacking Nobby’s head* You even did badly on your Contracts this morning!

Lazynobby: *repairing messy hair* Alaaaa~~ today very hot laaa.. Hungry la. *open choki2* U want?

Angelobby; *throws away the choki2* Study! Benkyo o shimashou!

Lazynobby: *opens another one choki2* tonite still can study meh. *pulls couple of hairstrands* You see? I’m getting bald with all this readings.

Angelobby: *pretends not hearing* your parents coming tonight, still, you taking examination lightly?

Lazynobby: *also pretending not hearing* YAY~~!! Tonight finally got good food! (usually mama will bring along food from home)

Angelobby: *sigh* I give up. *dissolve into thin air*

Lazynobby: *dancing happily* Yayyy~~ Good food~ Good Food~ Goooooddd Foooooddd~~~

Sorekara~
Nobby opened her laptop again
Watching a disney movie
That’s how the first day of second year final examination day end

p/s: Deepest apologies to my dear Housemates Intan and Amal—for all my gugur hairs spreading around under my table that caused such nuisance and greatly thank you for the non failure of sweeping them away for us and make our home clean and livable again.

Otsukaresamadeshita!

Natata n The Himitsu Picture

2009-04-04T10:38:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.
My BFF Natata
Final Got Her
Most-Ultimate-Desired-Picture

ConGraTz Natchy~!!
Im so Damn HappY For You

N the Pic turned out to be
SOOOOO CUTE
haha

DAYat Ku

2009-04-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

kaWan saya Nurul Hidayat Abdul Rahman
Dia kawan saya Masa Asasi LAw
Sume org kenal Dia sebab dia Tersangat-Teramat-TerLalu-TerExTra RAJIN

SoNot Giler Masa Asasi
Maybe Sebab Ada DaYat (=

Ari ni Kitorang jumpe
Setelah Cukup Setaun 4 Bulan 5 hari Lost Contact
Waktu aku Dapat tawu die Dapat UKM
Rasa macam Dunia Ku GeLAp Seketika
"Macam Mane Ni?"

Aku Masuk Part 1 dgn fikiran yg kosong
and i Did Survive

DaYat Suke Wana Pink (and she's happy Law Faculty in UKM is PINK)
Dayat suka Menyanyi Karaoke ( Nnt Aku kaya Aku beli KaRaokE Box Bergerak Kat Ko.haha)
DayaT suka TamPaL2 Kertas (Jepp- aku nasihatkan ko bkk kilang kertas lps graduate.)
DAyaT suka ShoPpIng ( aaa.. Aktiviti yg aku PALING tak handal.haha)
DaYat Suka Warna2 ( Jepp- ... atau kilang Warna.haha)

Tak kira La Ape DayaT Suka
Saya Suka Dayat!
Ai Shi Teru~!
Jaga Dri ko Bebaik Keyh!!!!

Boku no HosMetto

2009-03-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

O hishashi buri~~(Long time no see)
Haha
This sem im staying outside UiTM, at an apartment with 5 others of my frens from BLS Part 2. They are Yati, Amal, Mimi, Diana and Intan Yana.

To tell you the truth.. we r not exactly bestie (but we r now.haha).. juz know each other briefly. Except Yati n Mimi coz they were from my group in Part 1(Yati was my best-classmate-fren while Mimi is my class rep. Kuikui). Diana were in my Kesatria Platoon (eh? Amal too!*baru sedar*) while Yana n Amal were in my Japanese Language Class (but I barely remember them.haha). N the most laughable fact is – I am the only one who has connection with everbody. Hahaha

Actually the one who invited me to join this house was Pipah (or Pipot-that’s what I called her nowadays, cute eh?hee), But becoz of un’elak’able circumstances, she can’t join us n replace herself with Yati; which was good for me as I already baik with Yati.(the circumstance-that betrayer dapat Kolej plak.. Cis2!!)

But I guess I already comfortable with all this 5 ppl C=
They were Devilish-ly HILLARIOUS!

SITI NOR HAYATI - She’s my roomate. She had the most ‘unfriendly’ face on the earth. But she’s actually funny like hell! Haha. N I called her Baby (she loves SUSU) Her hobbies included suka bagi org terkejut, jalan2 seorang diri, think how to repair the situation (sometimes she came up with pretty weird ideas.haha), tido ( bila bulan mgambang lagi la tak bangun2.hahaha), kacau Mimi, and also ubah kdudukan perabot2 dalam bilik aku ngan dia.haha

AMALINA- She’s an active forum-er in GempakStarz. She LOVES Japan (Me Too! Me Too!). And she’s a very (very very and veryyyy) excellent Qariah. Everyone called her Amal but I called her Malin *nyanyi lagu Malin Kundang to her.haha* She got this evil laugh- “OHOHOHO~!” (evil indeed *angguk2*) which i think was tributed to Misae(of Shin Chan) and Renge (of Ouran) and she is my kawan menyanyi lagu2 Jepun. Haha. Oh. She’s also a (im so proud now that I ever came across into one) Hygiene-Freak. Haha. Everyday she’ll mop the Kitchen, lap jubin2 n sapu sampah satu umah.haha. we r so lucky to have u Amal!*big hugs from everyone*

NORSYAMIMI- She’s my ex-class rep (and currently is –for other class r.haha) She’s a workaholic and helpful-holic. Haha She’ll get mad if we refuse any help from her. I dunno why, but I like to kacau her (something I found common with Yati. Baby! Kita Geng! Haha). She’s super nice person with a lil bit of boyish spices. Not to mention –she likes Sasuke (of Naruto) and Miki Saotome (of Cutie Honey). “Honestly” .hahaha

INTAN NORLIYANA- The best cook (in this house la.haha). She’s from Kuala Nerang so, she cakap Kedah pekat skit than Mimi n I (klu aku katup mata.. bunyi mcm maktok aku yg cakap.hahahah). We called her- MAK (coz she always act and sound like one. Haha) she is also Novel-Freak type A+ (she’ll do nothing when she got a novel)

FARADIANA- She’s the only freehair-ed person in my house. Her favourite quote was “agak la di situ”. Although some ppl always sneers and smirk upon mentioning her name, but she is a very nice person la. Well, she was a bit ‘mistune’ (they called her “Diana Letop”- sora dia kuat dowh- U dun wanna make her scream. Believe me.) but she’s a caring (although sometimes I have to balik sendiri bcoz she got personal activities) and funny (sbb asik blurr memanjang- kdg2 buat lawak pon kna terang kan balik kat dia.Haha- Xspecially on topics of sexuality.. she's 1000 tahun cahaya behind everybody).

By the end of this sem. I will be the master of Cook. Wahahahaha (hopefully)
Nobby Yamashita

GoLDen Age PaTtY

2009-02-01T19:33:00.000-08:00

saya ada kawan

nama dia kan Fatin Izzati Md Radzi

Dulu masa sekolah kan rambut dia pndek

dan dia disukai ramai (juniors are her specialty)

Dia jugak kapten Hoki

tu la kadang2 dia sakit kaki

kecederaan lama la kot

Dia suka makan sedap2(dan kencing.haha)

Sekarang Dia kat UiTM Shah Alam Kampus Puncak Perdana Hujung Alam Semesta

Dia Pandai tau. Ari tu saya nmapak muka dia kat dinding booth APB. (DL.. Hoho)

Kalau nak pegi jumpa dia

Kena naik T605 tau

Cita2 dia

tatau la. Dulu kata mau jd Chef

Sekarang rasanya dia mau jadi Orang Bergaji Tetap la kot(haha)

Muka dia kan Comel (ha. dah2. aku puji skit pon mau prasan lebih)

Skarang dia dah rebonding dia sudah chantek

Jejaka2 Kachak Malaya marilah mngorat Patty

Macam mana perangai dia?

Kadang2 dia gila

Kadang2 dia Perasan Comel tanpa sebab2 yg Wajar

Kadang2 dia baik hati blanja aku susu stroberi dan makan kat kopitiam

Kadang2 dia lawak

Kadang2 dia gelak kuat2

Kadang2 dia tak sihat dan kena p jmpa pakar sakit puan, otot, urat, dan jiwa (haha)

Kadang2 dia kata aku pervert (mmg pun.haha)

tapi dia la kawan yg patut warga Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, Singapore dan Sumatera Jawa

patot kenali dan kagumi

Hari ni dia dah 20 taun (wahahahaha. Tua! Tua!)

harap2

lagi 20 tahun

dia masih sahabat ku

I Lap u Patty

Panjang umo. Murah rezeki. Kawen cepat. Suami Kachak. Anak ramai.(haha)

HaPPy BirthDay Latok RazaK

2009-02-01T19:05:00.000-08:00

Today's my dad's Birthday
he's 40 dot dot today (he'll killed me if i announce his true age to strangers. Nooo~~)
But He still have lesser grey hair than other of his collegue (which he kinda proud of)
and someone did sms-ing to him that He looked like budak darjah enam (pergh~ straight bodekology) when he masuk paper two months ago (darjah enam?? He's younger than Ajiq la? hahahaha)

Let me tell something about him
My Dad is the one n only
Abdul Razak Bin Musa
he's the Pengarah Pendakwaan BPR Malaysia
his hobbies are - buat lawak, kacau mak aku, kacau anak2 dia, blanja makan, cabut uban dalam keta, sidai kain atau suh org sidai kain, tengok bola pastu bola tgk dia, berebut paper ngn anak sulung nya yg comel (u know who), and bawak kitorang jalan2 ( dia pegi outstation, kitorang tido dalam bilik hotel. haha)
Not to mention, He's a (super) generous (walaupon kadang2 ssh tol nak mntak duit topup.haha)
He's also (super great) in Court ( and the reason why im taking Law lol)

And on His birthday
I asked for duit umah sewa (padan muka. sapa suh tak apply ptptu ngn Jpa?)
Instead of giving something to him
I asked something from him
Bad Me

Sorry Babah
Despite of your countless support
all i do was to troubled u each time
I'll study hard
n Promised u a great Hari2 Persaraan (haha)

I Love U BabaH

SeMoGa PanJAnG UmuR

to Patty

2009-01-28T03:15:00.000-08:00

I dunno why

but my YM

Wont let me in

mybe the people in Yahoo! having fun

teasing me by suka suki

tak bagi aku msuk YM

Waaaa

SmoGa Ko CpT BaEK

I LAP U

SuCky SEm?

2009-01-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

I know I shouldn't bad mouthing. saying this in advance ( coz the sem isn't over yet).

But I HATE my class.

No no. Not the subjects. I actually find that this sem's lecturers is waayyyy more interesting n kewl than the previous one. Although this sem is basically a continuation of the previous ones.. but it seems that having senior lecturers - my interest in Law suddenly come back - haha. Its amazing how they can juz keep on talking and recite the cases (from wayyy on the 1920's until the newest ones in 2008's) - without referring to any material. Kakkoi ne..

This year, we gotta choose our own group -- and of course -- many choose to be reunited with their cliques. except for me of course. I kinda not bother abaout who I'll be in class with coz each sem I'll manage to find anew best-classmate-fren or best-roomates

Foundation
1st sem : Mie- Jeep- Lia- Dayat
2nd sem : Reiko -Dayat- Yana- Nas - Bella - Jie

Degree
1st sem: Yati- Bubak- Eli- Kiki- Jaja- Pipah- Hady- Yana
2nd sem: um. None

Well, Though my study mates (which we were kinda 'belangkas-like' during the final exam in Last sem) were in my current class- I was left out. So many times that I though they were doing it on purpose

1. everyone formed a group for CTU. but no one asked me. (one stranger did. haha)
2. No one told me Consti class was cancelled. Yati (who was currently in another class)did. Coz she overheard someone.
3. In one BEL class, no one save me a seat- leaving me sittting at the last ujung dunia-like outcast and dont bother talking to me.
4. I was absent one day bcoz of fever (I only demam truk like twice or once a year, so, if i did, iwould be terribly hot as if im boiling) n the nex day when im asking them about the previous day's classes, they're were like. "Oh? u were absent Nobby?". such sh*t

People do forget about me when they found their friends. It a given For Me.

Such Friends

Mee Bandung Ku

2008-12-23T20:34:00.001-08:00

Today mama taught me how to prepare Uncle Baen's Mee Bandung

so here's my masterpiece

Haha. Nice Colour eh?

But Im still WAAAAYYYYY BELOW Natata n Mama.

Hukhuk. God Bless me (plz).

Nex Sem's Lecture Bag~~! YAyyy!!

2008-12-21T21:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i followed my mum n dad went to nilai 3 (a shopping paradise- but luckily it was damn late so mama can only gigit jari.hahaha)

n the only person who bought something was me.

Presenting~~~ Nex sem's Lecture Bag~!!

Cute eh? haha

haha. all cow-lover will kill me for this. Sowiey. haha.

Jalan2 WeEK

2008-12-21T10:50:00.000-08:00

it's been a while since i wrote (or typed) something here due to the non-stop outings with my (tired-less) family

Wednesday -17th December 2008

I went to Putrajaya with my Cousins n Aunties
It was the.. i dunno.. ten thousand two hundred and eighty eighth times i've been there?? Hm.. God knows. haha
Even the Putrajaya (if it can talk la) menyampah tgk muka aku lagi. haha

But going anywhere wit my cousins make huge difference in every trip
Havoc. Happening.
N we were laughing all the time. haha. N take crazy pictures together.

That's why we have this all-time-favourite phrase
"Kami Kawan Sejak Dari Dalam Perut Lagi~~"

Tugu Negara Baru

Thursday n Friday (same routine)- 18th n 19th December 2008

woke up (not so early).
Sidai kain. Eat. Tv.
kacau adek2 men game.
Sms Amirul bucuk-bucuk.
gado ngn mama.
sembunyi bantal busuk cheah.
cabut uban babah.
talking with Lyo (FYI-anyone who doesnt know Lyo- He is my Teddy Lion- a cute one but Aimi n Jeep Loves to put him kat higher places so i wont reached him.waaa)
Ym with anyone who was online.
Picit jerawat.
Sms wit Patty n Tqah.
Try on my baju2 lama (tak muat dah. waaaa. aku sudah gemot)
Watch Ace Ventura (Lu-Uh-ZeRR~!! hahaha) n The Forbidden Kingdom

Saturday-20 th December 2008

I was damn sleepy when babah woke me up at 7. (with his usual 'walking alarm clock' voice)
He was pretty enthusiastic at the first three attempts (to wake me up) "Bangun~!! hari ni kita mau jalan2!! Cepat2~~"
The fourth times -" HOI! Bangun laa! Brapa kali mau kejut??!" . N i wake up. haha

After telling Biskut that we're going out, i go n siap2. Then all of us (with sleepy slash excited face) get in the car n went to Restoran Sup Keting (sapa punya idea laa nama kedai ni?) for breakfast. Later, the journey begins.. hoye!

First, we went to Tasik Titiwangsa- actually my dad wanna go for Eyes on Malaysia tp aku dah kata mana ada dah.. depa dah p Melaka nuh. So we just go around the Tasik- dalam keta. Waaa

N my dad used the Terowong Smart n we get pretty excited because that tunnel was 6 km or something like that, it's like, we were underwater with no sunlight to be seen.haha.- well, we were still a bunch of Kedah kids in mind n heart- to be excited over stuff like that. haha *nyanyi lagu Kedah*

Next, we went to Jalan Masjid India. Babah wanna tempah a suit for dinner. (that suit worth RM1.012.90- Holy Cow) the tailor was a well known tailor for Parliment Member n Cabinet (tertampal kat situ harga for Parliment members n others woo) where the workers were all from tailoring academy. (i dunno - i just read all the sijil2 yg tertampal kat dinding kdai tu)

n when we were there- there was a pakcik tgh asah gunting depan kedai tu. Scary Ohhh

n The sight at Jalan Masjid India was intimidating. The tall n rustic buildings. The crowded-ness of people. The colourful kain2 n baju2 org (haha. kantoi dok perati org). N the diversion of types of Things were displayed (even binoculars ada jual dowh!)

I looked fat. I knew.

Then we Go to Sogo for LunchNer ( i ate this enermous chicken chop -waaa pcah diet- which made me full until the nex morning). N mama shopping a lil bit

Then Alamanda (haha. See? That's y diz is a jalan2 day). I never had anything to do or to buy at alamanda- but I love going there. hahaha. Alamanda smell like SACC Mall (bau kedai2 barang mahal. hahaha)

Sumwhere at 10 baru la kitorang kuar Alamanda.
N lepak at Restoran Asam Pedas makan roti canai (only the boys n babah did- im too kenyang for my own good. hukhuk)

we reached home at 11. Finally.

p/s: to any language students or teachers- forgive me for the infinity of grammar mistakes in my blog. I never had enough patience n perseverance to bother about them. Deeply apologized.

ResULt KuaR

2008-12-18T03:09:00.000-08:00

I got a msg from Patty

"Dah Boleh Result!"

(i know it doesnt make sense- but the points taken- FINAL RESULT is OUT)

Sh**. Now im NERVOUS.

Frankly, I did pretty bad (damn bad actually) in the last paper. So, Let's not put the hopes too high..

And after numerous times hitting the Refresh Button - The Traffic in the Student Portal was always (always will be) SUCKY.

I got My result

N it was as sucky as i thought

3.3 GPA (im not gonna b shame to tell everyone coz i already did when i saw my result)

I told my mum n all she said was "there goes that- for the time u've spent on sms n fooling around"

well, not that i hoped for congratulations or any sort (coz she never ever did)

Juz that
I miss UiTM
and Really HOPE this holiday will end soon

This House is HELL

Aku Nak RESULT

2008-12-16T22:44:00.000-08:00

Actually aku bangun pagi nih nak check result final (aku dah pasrah. Huu~~) Tp dek kehampehan laman web uitm yg asik jam- aku memilih utk ber YM ngn Patty saja. Lagi Best.

Kazen aku Athiyah ada kat umah aku.. Budak Art kat Merbok. (reminded me of 'Org' kat Merbok yg bakal datang. Yabai!) Dari semalam dok muka enam kupang je check result.. tp xley nak bukak (Fenomena biasa di laman web uitm dan student portal) Kesian dia.. First sem la katakan.. tergedik2 risau kat result, aku wat dono siap smbung tido lagi ja. haha (sbb aku tau mmg miracle la klu aku dapat result elok.haha)

Sem Satu- result aku okey ja. Tp terkejut jugak aku dapat Dean's List (emm.. sbnarnya before org bagitau aku dapat Dean's List, aku pon tatau bnda tu apa. Hahahahaha-- nampak sgt tiada ambition tggi).

Dan Depa bagi Certificate tu tyme dinner: tyme p amik kat stage-muka pnerima tu terpampang kat layar putih (aku tatau org pggil apa)

dan muka aku ialah muka ketika aku tidoq dalam klas tggu lecturer yg tak mai-mai.

Terima kasih kpd Romey (klas monitor aku yg asparagus hangus) yg juga merupakan AJK Multimedia Dinner Foundation of Law 2008. *Conteng2 gambar romey kmudian flush dalam toilet*

Sem Dua- Aku dapat lagi elok dari sem satu tp yalah.. macamna nak dapat dean list sbb dah nak abeh Asasi? har har har (ramai gak dapat 4 flat tyme ni tp kesiannn.hahaha)

So.. The third tyme.. aura suspense tu dah fade ler kat aku.

Or aku sudah matured? This kinda thing doesn't excite me anymore??
HOOOO *muka shining spt baru discover harta karun*
Aku sudah matured! Aku sudah matured!

*menari2 keliling unggun api*

P/s : Doakan Result Ku. Amin. Dan juga kpd suma Shabat2 ku dan Warga Uitm yg Lain. Kita Matured! Hidup Matured! *Menari2 ikut video klip Wanna Be My Lover- Moymoy Palaboy*

Aku yang HEBAT- Cucuk hidong Rimau

Sorry Patty~~(>.<"")

2008-12-09T04:06:00.000-08:00

7th December 2008

Today aku ada deto ngn BFs aku
Best Fren n Boy Fren
haha
dan aku juga bawak adek adek aku bersama (depa yg nk ikut sgt)

Actually aku berjanji sama Patty pkul dua
tp ayah aku asik buat main aku
kata "Yang sebuk2 nk cpt ni pasaipa??"
Oit. klu jumpa kwn dia klu kitorang wat lmbat2 mau terbalik umah dia mgamuk
My dad's n his middle age crisis. *sigh*

pkul dua baru smpai kdai gnting rmbut
(waaaa. rmbut aku suda buruk- tp nsb bek ringan skit kpala.)
dan kmudian potong rambut Cheah plak. (dia dpt rmbt Rihanna. Tak aci!!)
aku sgt geram
mogok tdk mau makan

Maap kan aku Patty.huhu

amirul plak smpai sp pkul 2.30
takpala. biar dia tggu.wahahaha

Dan kami bertemu la di Tesco.
Wuaa
Tuhan saja yg tau kenervousan aku
Patty dan Amirul
akan bertemu
Patty tdk suka Amirul
Amirul pula sgt tak hebat buat org suka kat dia
(aku la satu2nya manusia yg tersangkut. krna dia sgt tak pndai mngorat. Comel.haha)

Aku takot Patty marah
Aku takot Patty kecewa
Aku takot Patty tdk gembira
(kerana aku ajak amirul juga)

Tp aku juga sgt mau jumpa amirul dan Patty

Hukhuk

Jadi aku beranikan diri

Patty datang dulu dari Amirul
(Patty sudah chantek woo. Kpd Lelaki2 yg kachak dan baik d Malaysia, MARI LA MNGORAT PATTY.haha)
dan (amazingly) dia yg nmpak amirul sampai.haha

Kmudian ktorg makan HotPlate
Dan Kaya Ball
dan Donut (kawan Cheah bg)

Sblm Pulang Patty sempat p bli tempat letak baju (atau tmpat rotan org dan tmpt bakar sate~ itu yg Patty kata kat Razin. Haha) ngn Cheah. Aku pula berjalan2 ngn Razin dan amirul d bahagian baju.
I do have Quality times wit Amirul. Sgt sgt sgt bahagia dapat jumpa amirul walaupun dua jam setengah je.. huhu. I LOVE U BISKUT!

Apapun aku post blog ni hanya untuk memintak maap kat Patty

Sorry Patty!

-sepatutnya yg pegi teman ko cari tmpat letak baju tu aku, bkn Cheah
-aku tau ko tdk suka amirul tp ajak dia juga
-aku mau blanja ko makan sbg ganti blanja aku nasik aym ari tu tp ko pegi bli sndri pula
-aku janji pkul dua tp last2 jd pkul empat

Aku mmg Kawan yg barbiturat
Maap Patty
huhu

Aku dan Patty ku yg Busuk

My Amirul, me n Lajen

Patty dan Cheah

Tag Dari AtiqaH

2008-12-08T20:39:00.000-08:00

1)Do you think you're hot?
Once Upon a time... haha
2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
Because wit this Pic i realized that I can look StUpId and cute at the same tyme (most of the tyme actually) hahahaa

4)When was the last time you ate your pizza?
Um.. Urgh.. cant remember. Last Month kot. mama Beli

5)The last song you listened to?
Shut up n Let Me Go ~ the Ting Tings

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
Sms-ing My Biskut. haha. It's my permanent Job now

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
NtaH> My Name already BesT Woo. Nabeela Shakina Abdul Razak. Brapa org ada Double E in their name?? *bangga face*

People i tag
1) Nasihah Syahirah
2) Faten
3) Aimi
4) Phaliq
5) Natata

8)Who is number 1?
adek pompuan ku yg suka tido dan bercinta ngn bantal pluk nya yg sdh lunyai.

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Hmm.. Anyone who can made her blush?? hahaha

10)Say something about number 5?
aku nak p umah dia dan makan sedap2~~!!

11)How about number 4?
Pandai tgkap gambaq best2.hee

12)Who is number 2?
My Bestie~ Patty!! *Pluk Patty n angkat dia smbil pusing2*

Mari Ber KEM!!

2008-12-05T04:10:00.000-08:00

Phuu~ Finally home! After those restless 3 days in Kem Remaja Wawasan

-Finally, re-united with my beloved bantal and katil.. hikhik

My camp days---- Nasty, sweaty, sleepy, joyous, weird, funny, dirty and (suprisingly) far from scary

The kem Remaja Wawasan (or KREW) was Hj Abdul Aziz's (my Pak Uda) idea. He's the Pengarah Program. N the urusetia were, Hjh. Azizah (my Wanchik), Kak Farahana and Farahanim (both are my kazen), and also Hjh Zubaidah (my Makngah)

--- Now. Can u SEE why I was (forced) to be involved in this camp? The crews were my pakcik makcik n kak sedara. Shit.

Duh. I have a LOT to do at home la wei! (tgk tv, men game, men tenet , tido kat sofa, bca komik, men sms, bla bla)

Well, who the other facy(s)?

1. Baiti / Byti -the petite and chomel gurl~ tapi bila gelak, menampar2 org woo. Bahaya Siot.

2. Kak Nurizah - kak yang paling ayu tp gelak deras tak sangga.haha

3.Husna dan Azimah - anak makcik Eton yang.. urmm.. pakai tdg labuh (UIA ler) tp mnari lagu korea tyme tggu bas)

4. Atikah- super skinny gurl

5. Syawana - macam garang tapi mmg garang pon.hahahah

6. Mu'az Abdillah - they called him "Pakcik" -- Why? Of Course bcoz he LOOKED like one.hahaha- p/s : I HATE him.

tak pasai kena pamer muka kat depan haha

When I first stepped in the Facy's HQ ( haha. rumah warden dowh!) I looked around. Astro. Air -Cond. -I'm such a lucky spoiled brat- haha.Never went to any camp~ and the first one got aircond and Astro. Pergh. God LOVES me. I knew it.

later on that night, we got this activity (the facy were exempted.Wahahaha) ~ where they (the peserta la) have to find other participant- as many as they can but must exceed two names- who had the same:

- month of birth

- hobbies

-ambition

~ and to add some spice : in 30 seconds -- haha. as I could see some malu2 faces who were taknak tanya the opposite sex.. i remembered my old self who tot boys are from H.E.L.L-dangerous, annoying, and eyesore (hahahaha).

We facy were basically do nothing. juz helping them find names. Well, some do cheat- but a game with no foul play -is not a game. even I play foul sometimes. hehe (Sometimes? such lie.haha)

Later.. we got our group [in my case, anak2 kucing. Nyau! Nyau!-(when im calling them to gather)] although, it was kinda messy at first ( mybe they were dissapointed to have the only kak facy yg tak lawa), but we managed to find a name-- "Antoo Fighterz" haha. Up to date what? ahahaha

1st thing 1st. I try to memorize their faces n names ( ala. 6 org je pon)

-Putera Iqbal Maula ( 15 years old)

- Nasrul Afiq ( 13 years old)

- Fathurrahman (14 years old)

- Nurrabiatul Adawiyah (12 years old)

- Norliyana (16 years old)

- Sahirah (12 years old)

umm. what combination. The only common thing about them - they were bigger (n taller) than me. Huhu. I mis my Biskut Prince- wit him only i've ever feel Normal. Waaaa

Fast Forward (the next day)

The very next day~ we were heading to Kompleks Pasir Salak ( Prince gimme a seat dalam bas tu. well, Thank you! C=) for "Menjejak Warisan"- where we (in group led by a facy) have to go and search for answers~ they've given us 20 questions + 2 individual -

Well, Finding the answers satu hal, mengembala budak2 ni lagi satu bala besar. hadoi.

I guess tyme ni la I started to get along with those kids- the suara lemah lembut tp badan ketui2 PRINCE, the young but hillarious NASRUL JEYBO, the senyap tp tak malu posing bila tgkap gamba FATHURRAHMAN, the comel tp a unbelievably loud BABY NURRA, the ayu YANA, and the over semangat n full of questions IRA.

N suprisingly they do stick wit me the whole day despite being the most selekeh facy ( i mean, second selekeh- that Pakcik is even mo selekeh than I am) -Sayang Korang!(but it was weird to bahasakan diri as kakak in a bunch of people who are bigger than me. haha)

dari kiri : Prince, Nasrul , Fathurrahman

dari kiri: Yana , Baby Nurra, Ira

Finally, we managed to get most of the answers ( except the one which goes- Sultan Azlan Syah ialah Sultan Perak yg Keberapa? Dammit. Isn't he a judge? Why do he has to be a sultan too??)

-- after countless time running after Prince n Nurra who always merayap sana sini (ada affair ka budak budak oi?? *suspicious face*) and also keep lookong for Yana n Ira who keep wandered around to find the answers (semangat sgt plak dah. takdak hadiah pun woi!) The most dengar cakap were Nasrul n Fathurrahman. panggil je muncul. Ting! haha.

p/s: When we reached Galeri Sejarah (the last destination) I was super exhausted n tell them to go on while I wrote all the answers in the question paper. Unexpectedly, they refused n sat around me instead. "kami nak tunggu kak Bila". Huu T^T *terharu* _ I feel like begging for Bintang (anyone who behave well will be given a bintang!) each one of my Antoo Fighterz. I LOVE those kids!

Then we had lunch ~~ SEDAP GLERRR (sbb tgh lapa tahap dewa kala) Well, prince sat next to me n I keep on nervously laugh at his jokes (coz at the same tyme Nurra is sending weird red aura to me. Hey. He is the one who choose to sat next to me duh!) I rather sat next to Nasrul (we do cuci mata sama2 when walking together~ when we saw a pretty lady crossing the road-haha. Me n my weird hobby are not alone! Hoye!

When we got on the bus, everyone was drained to death. Damn Tired. even there was a boy who tido tertonggeng and muka tempek kat seat depan . (hahahaha) n I remembered that we still had a few activity after this. Waaaaaaaaaa

To Be Continued ... (actually dah malas nak taip.haha)

Gud MowNing Malaysia!!

2008-11-26T22:49:00.000-08:00

Hari ni bila aku bgn dari tidure, (spt biasa) aku check henpon dlu- oleh kerana simkad ku (yg bodo asik nk rosak ja) tak dapat dgunakan, aku gna no Lajen.

"3 Messages Received"

ohooo.. *bukak msj*

1- dari Patty- "Noby..Ari ni ko drumahkah?" (Uik? sapa kata. aku kat Las Vegas laa. haha. Apala. msti la ku kat umah)

2- Dari Biskut- "As'kum.. Cyg tgh watpe 2? Tdo lg ke?" (hee. malu malu)

3- Dari Faddy- "mownink bdk kepam. bgn r asik tdo je cmne x debab." (HEYYY!! haw derey yu sei laik dat tu mi??)

haha. That's y I LOVE my phone. setiap kali aku buka msj n to think that someone even bother to ask how're m i doing everyday.. I FEEL DAMN HAPPY.

N while gazing at the space (blum bgn lg dr katil nih).. I try to remember my acti5 numbers..

1. Patty the Cepat-Lapar-Girl

2. Cheah the tak-reti-bgn-tido-before-pukul 1 ptg-Girl

3. Amirul the BisKut-Prince

4. Natata the suka-wat-assumption-sndri-yg-complicated-Girl

5.Reiko the penggila-NEWs

Well, being someone's Acti5 must meant alot eh?

To anyone who ever texted me, Thank You Soooo Much!! I Love u All!

p/s: Patty kata she was actually intended to come to my house. Why didn't u tell me so. I shoulda got up earlier. Dammit. Waaaa

Oh Happy Days~ La La La

2008-11-26T00:29:00.000-08:00

Today is my Mum n Dad's anniversary!! Congratz Mama! Congratz Babah! Well actually, I wasn't aware of that fact until my mum went to fetch my adek2 from their tuition and suddenly my aunt- acuwa, called me n asking

Acuwa : Bella, ari ni ada apa2 ke? Tanya mama sat.
Me : Mama takdak la Acuwa. P amik bdk2 balik tusyen. Ada apa?
Acuwa : Ya ka.. Ari ni besday sapa2 ka?
Me : (thought for a while). Hm. Takdak2. Tapi anniversary mama ngn babah la bulan ni.
Acuwa : ohh.. Brapa haribulan?
Me : 26 hb
Acuwa : La.. Dey tangechi, hari ni 26hb la!!
Me : 0_O (interval) OH!! OH!! hahahaha
Acuwa : (laughing) k lah. Nanti mama balik habaq kata acuwa tepon keh?
Me : (thumb up) Beressss.

N so.. that's how i figure out that TODAY is their anniversary day. N now that I've mention it.. (suspicious face) they looked preeettyyy extra lovey dovey today. haha. Bila babah tgh kacau mama kat dapor when he came home from lunch td, I pretend not seeing and hearing anything (but i do smile cynically at them- and they play innocent face with me.hahaha)

Today mama masak Dalca, n ajak most of her siblings datang umah. Maybe mama nak buat makan2 skit. (err.. But she IS SLEEPING soundly on the sofa at the living room rite now.. *puzzled*)I do hope ramai kazen ku yg datang.. It' been a while since we've gathered.. N updated each other's story story. haha.

Mama n babah suka wat makan2.. n suka g family day.. n suka mrayap ke umah makcik pakcik ku (their siblings la) on weekends. Sometimes they gado2 (n we were left starved.waaa), sometimes they lovey dovey (cubit2, geletek2, tampar2, smackdown2-hahaha), n sometimes they join forces n pissed us off (xspecially when we were asking for something mahal n tak berfaedah. huhu). But we still love them anyway (La La La~~)

That's my parents. Though I knew not how they've met (they were the very the kedekut with infos on that particular issue or anything leading to it. Ceh), but I'm pretty sure they are one of the greatest lovebirds in human history.. today, 21 years before n hopefully days to come.

HAPPY 21TH MAMA N BABAH! WE WISH U BOTH ETERNITY OF HAPPINESS!!

ThaNX For NoTHING

2008-11-22T22:14:00.000-08:00

Here goes nothing..

On the 17th of November 2008, while watching Katy Perry's vc ( not evn finished loading yet) with my adek Lajen, laptop's screen suddenly bleeping. The icons on the desktop keep on missing (as if it was constantly refreshed) like chipsmore- kjap ade.. kjap takde..!- wuaaaahh

Luckily my fren Hady Mirza (haha) taught me how to use Task Manager -Im a bit slow in this kind of thing- N I can still YM with patty. Thanks to Uncle blakang umah (for his wireless yg laju. Dan free.haha) i feel my cuti sem tdk dbazirkan.haha

N now, my sim card plak starting to mess wit me.

NO PHONE
NO LAPTOP
NO FREEDOM
*suddenly the room became dark*

Baka laptop. Baka Sim Card. Baka this House.

N on this 28th my mum will send all of us (me, Cheah, Lajen, n Ajiq) to a stupid camp- where i"ll be a facilitator (WTH. I've never been to a camp in my whole life n now I've to b a facy?? Waaa) . N it's sumwhere in Rural Area of Perak. the area where even the Org2 Kuning of DIGI would never step in. Imagine the size of nyamuk2, the size of pacat2, the size of ular2 n ulat bulu. Oh Dammit. (bulu roma naik).
*bawak kuar pasport* mybe I shud go sumwhere at hawaii n enjoy this cuti Sem.wahaha

But still. I Hate Cuti.
Waaaaa

COmIC fiEsTA

2008-11-19T22:05:00.000-08:00

It's Here! It's Here! KiTAAAA~XD

Finally! The tyme for:

1. Fangirling n Drooling over kakkoi Cosplayer (oh! Oh! hope that abg shinigami I've met last yer will b there! N Miss Super Cool Roxette!! XDD)

2. Spend n spend n spend!! (for mangas n plushies n-maybe kawaii doujins. Hee)

3.PikCha! PikCha! Any Manga-ka n Doujin-ka within sight range will never get away from me! Wahahaha~ (Sori babah. I'm going to kidnap ur newly-bought RM985 Handy Cam! muahaha*super duper ultimate extremely evil laughter*)

4. Finding as much as I can-- Sketch Books (wahaha. Only 4 Comic artists' signatures)

5. N juz ENJOY THE MOMENT

haha

But I'm still thinking who should I go with?

Reiko ?(essential but im afraid she already found someone to go with)

Patty ?(great too. but kesian plak mau ajak dia p jauh2 bgitu)

Fitri ?(n later died out of lung cancer. Great.)

Nevertheless. I still got a month to think about that.. but the most important + greatest facts are:(Finally..!)

Im too old for my mum's don't-go-anywhere-without-permission preaches

Im having soooo much free tyme -- since the semester isn't starting yet. HoYe!!

Im living outside (wahaha. I can go home n go out anytyme. Yeah Baby. SHwEET)

Im getting my driving license (I can smellll~ the Infinity of Freedom. Oyeh!)

But

Money shortage really isnt helping.

waaaaahhh T^T

*buying a month's stock of megi*

Who cares? Im Going!

hahahahahaaha

AdAKAH Aku JAhat??

2008-11-19T05:21:00.000-08:00

Skit2 org wat assumption yg aku ni baek.
Innocent siott.
Bagaimanakah org2 berkenaan menjustifikasikan tindakan2 aku? Pakai apa? Otakkah? Matakah? Hatikah? Suka suki kah?
Aku plek arr. Seriously. Aku ni dah la muka crook. (tapi kdg2 comei jgk.hahaha)

Kdang2 otak aku lari sana sini. Kjap kat Jepun. Kjap kat Bangi. Kjap kat SP. Kjap kat buku lima. Kjap kat mulut. Haha. Jarang sgt ah dia dok kat kpala, kat tmpat yg sepatutnya.

Ha! Ada rahsia aku nak habaq. Kadang2 kan, aku benci org tak pasal (prangai yg aku dapat dari mak aku. Hahaha).

Kadang2 aku ni siott hipokrit buat syok gler, hepi gler, tapi sebenarnya aku lebih berminat tgk kuku kaki aku.

Kadang2 aku pura2 tak kisah, (sokay, Fine, Oyeh? Eh.. Takpe2), padahal aku tekan volume earphone aku sampai paling tggi.

Kadang2 aku marah org, kmudian myesal sbb tak marah lg teruk (bkn myesal marah org tu pon).

Kadang2 aku nak org tgk benda yg baek kat aku, pastu syok sbb diorg percaya.

Kadang2 aku risau rahsia aku pecah, padahal aku sebenarnya berharap ia dipecahkan, sbb dah bosan buat jahat tapi org tak tau.

Kadang2 rasa nak tembak org, nak kunci org dalam blik pastu buang kunci tu, nak amik barang dia plg suka pastu buang dalam tong recycle.

Kadang2 mnyampah gler bab* kat org sbb aku tau dia betul dan aku salah. Kadang2 marah tuhan sbb bg idup yg tak best ni kat aku, tp sbnrnya aku suka suma org yg aku jmpa dlm idup aku.

Tgk. Kan byk gler bnda jahat aku buat?
Aku jahat la. Sbb tu aku tak suka kat aku dr aku kcik lagi.
Tapi kan
Walaupun aku jahat
PLEASE LOVE ME *terjun bangunan*

The Doctrine of Touch and Go

2008-11-19T02:29:00.000-08:00

Who started it? The Government? (haha)
nah, it has been there as long as I ever knew how to spell ‘spoon’.

This doctrine was also called the “Doctrine of Betrayal”. This doctrine applies whenever you are using someone.. and left almost immediately, right after he or she finished it for you. In malay it was rather “Habis madu sepah dibuang”.
Why am I talking about this crap? Why, of course! I’ve been in that situation and currently still in that situation. Haha. This is how a relationship ends. Touch and Go.

Why all the trouble? The trouble to be nice, to be sweet, to be understanding, and then gone with the monsoon.. Does it feel good to be mean afterwards? To left her after those great times you have together? Maybe it wasn’t great, you just pretend for it to be great. Is it? But still, why all the trouble? If you didn’t like her in the first place, why pretend to be?

In my humble opinion, you DID liked her. You DID wanna try to enter into relationship with her. Somehow, you got this capital E which unconsciously shut yourself to her. I’m gonna play around with her, and that’s it. Is it? Is that it? You not gonna remember her? Not gonna think about things you like about her and smile (without realizing it)?

I love everyone I’ve met in my life, though I might not remembered them all. Speaking through my own experiences, forgetting is much much more harder than remembering. Doctrine of touch and go is such a LIE.

Once you touch and get a hold of a person, you can never let her go.