" Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you already a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to know it, to realize it." -Osho

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Sep 2013 - Oktober 2013

Assalamualaikum Tuan Puan Ibuk-ibuk Bapak-bapak.

Salam sejahtera dan salam 1 Malaysia. ( En. Yunus LLB jangan mara aa)

There were so many things happened I could barely keep up myself. Workwise, yes, I am already assigned to Drafting Division of Jabatan Peguam Negara, Presint 4, which is quite nice since I got to stay a little while with moi parents and moi own katil. However, the downside of becoming a government servant is you might be subjected to a Transfer Order.  The perks, however, is so much more. Financial benefits and stability, plus you got to serve the people, not A person (who-might-have-to-many-pe'elll-since-he-is-paying-you-for-your-job).

There were comments from both my family and friends, yalaaaa dapat Division kurang spotlight ni orang pandang suku mata (sikit dari sebelah yee), but I was pretty happy I got into Drafting. Menari-nari sebelah kaki bila dapat tahu. hewhew. Oh btw, simen kaki telah dibuka, kaki comel tu sudah kurang comel... adalah kurang 0.9% comel... sebab tulang terbonjol sedikit di sisi kiri kaki. (wahahaaha, saya termutasi). So far, I love Drafting Division, it's a good place to start and a good place to climb up. Aminnnn.
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Syamir, stop it.

Post ini khas buat kawan baik saya, Mohd Syamir Saw, yang kuat menyakat, kuat menyibuk dan suka baca blog orang kuat-kuat dalam ofis yang ramai orang lalu lalang.

Ke hadapan sahabatku Syamir,

Cukup setahun dua bulan sejak aku mengenali perangai loyar buruk ko,(which is quite accurate sbb ko lawyer dan ko *toooott* haha) dan mulut bullet train ko yang selalu aku terlepas stesennya sebab ko cakap laju sangat,

I appreciate our friendship so much,

that I willing to forgive you,

and reconsider the idea of a long term silent treatment against you,

...if you would stop reading my blog loudly in the office.

Yours truly,

NABEELA SHAKINA BT ABDUL RAZAK

Hahahahaa.
(Mesti ko terharu sebab ada jugak orang sanggup blog pasal ko kan kan)



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Saturday, August 24, 2013

UPDATE. Kalau ada sapa-sapa kisahlah kan? Hahaha

Assalamualaikum.

Wowwie! Horlyy Shaits! It's been a whiiiiilllleeee since I wrote anything here. (please baca while tu panjang sikit harakatnye sebab memang lama tak bukak blog. Haha)

Sorry-Sorry-Sorry. Aku sedari bahawa blog ni menyemak world wide web je, but hey, it's a one of the way I did to prove my tiny existence in this humongous floating sphere of green and blue. *peace*

Well, basically, there are a few reasons why i kinda try to lay myself low for a bit :
1. I've been busy
2. I'm still busy
3. Busy, can't talk.

Haha. Padan muka korang.

No lah, actually I do have valid reasons for not being able to update anything in my blog, namely:

1. I'm quite torn from the recent heartache. So, I'm taking some timeout for myself, and focused on what happening around me rather than to look for uncertain people or uncertain future. There are few male-people (that's what I call them now, male people. Because they are from a different species than me. Ughh) are trying their luck with me, what for god-knows-why, but I guess I have better defense system now. And yeah, that included changing my phone number because they just plain annoying. Bwahahaha!

2. I was quite busy, u know, doing serious stuffs and shaits. (sila baca sambil membayangkan aku bercakap dengan gaya berlagak gila. hahaha). Haha. I was quite preoccupied with my Call to the Bar papers. Orang-orang RKK memang susah untuk dilayani dan susah nak melayan kitorang. Last-last dek kegeraman dengan ketidak kerjasamaan mereka, aku terus pergi jumpa orang atas, dan lantas, mendapat tarikh Long Call yg awal. Hyuk hyuk hyuk.

Which have pros and cons also. Pro, of the course Long Call cepat = jadi Advocates & Solicitors cepat = cepat kerja = cepat dapat gaji = cepat dapat handbag baru (opss). Con, Tarikh dicepatkan, all the cause papers hanya ada gap sehari dua saja untuk difailkan ke Jalan Duta, sangkut jam, and balik extract di Bangi, and failkan lagi kat Jalan Duta, sangkut jam lagi, perghh, hardwork!

But alas, I got my Order on one sunny day of 5th  July 2013. :) I'm officially a lawyer now, Alhamdullilah.

3. Well, this is a twist to the abovementioned second point. Me and my practising career got into an amicable separation.

HOW IZIT POSIBBRU YOU'D ASK? Or you don't? Mehhh, I'm telling anyway.

I got a job at the Attorney General's Chamber. A government servant. Pegawai Undang-Undang Gred L41 (K).

WHY YOU'D ASK?? Or again, u don't? Since i'm feeling generous today, i'm telling anyway. :P

A lot of reasons, amongst all, it's basically why I took law anyway. I want to be a DPP. I want to make my father proud of me. I want to be able to measure my achievement with how can I better serve the public, not better serve clients who paid me money, who treated me at their disposal just because they pay me some tah-mana-dapat-halal-ke-haram-money. I want to serve the taxpayers instead. The people of Malaysia. Yeah, yeah, noble but boring sense of purpose. But I cannot lie to myself, Practising is not fulfilling enough for me.

So... That's that I guess. Oh! One more, I turned 24 last week, got a birthday cake and a new hairstyle.

Selamat Hari Raya Everyone~! Love you! :)
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Sunday, April 28, 2013

Ke hadapan En. Askar.



Alhamdullilah.

Sehari selepas berdoa kepada Allah swt mengenai jodoh, dia tunjukkan kebenaran kepada ku.

Aku ikhlaskan kau pergi. 

Cuma satu sahaja pesan ku :


Terima kasih. Halal kan semua yang telah ku katakan, makan dan minum yang mungkin sengaja atau tidak melibatkan dirimu.

All the best for both of you.


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Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Of 16th April till 17th


Hello~ moto!
Ajinomoto.
Pak Aji naik moto.
Okey, sudah la mengarut tiga baris.

Time for the real blog entry!

Hai, semua orang! Apa khabar? Sihat Ke? Buat apa hari ni?(Cewah macam host rancangan kanak-kanak jer? Haha).

Hari ni tamat lah perbicaraan 2 hari kes perebutan tanah oleh tuan rumah dan occupant yang aku ikuti sejak mula-mula masuk chambering lagi. Kes ni start bulan Feb 2012, firm kitorang, yakni. Messrs. The Chambers of Waran mewakili pemilik berdaftar sebagai Plaintif, menyaman occupants (Defendan) yang duduk rumah itu, tanpa membayar purchase price, mahupun sewa, mahupun deposit 10% walaupun sudah 3 tahun menetap di rumah itu dan renovate secukup garam dan gula mereka.

Masa aku masuk chambering pada Sep 2012 yang lalu, kes ni dah sampai tahap Pelaksanaan, di mana Plaintif(anakguam kitorang) dah menang kes, dapat Perintah mahkamah, tapi Defendan masih tak mahu menyerahkan pemilikan kosong (vacant possession) kepada  tuanrumah. So, minta polis dan bailiff dalam Perintah Pelaksanaan, menghalau (Omaigod jahatnya perkataan ni tapi direct google translate, so, sorry. Hehe) Occupants tersebut keluar dari hartanah tersebut. Dengar cerita dari Masterji ku, sangat DRAMA, menangis2 menjerit2 bergaduh2. Biasa lah, Hindustan.

Kemudian peguamcara Defendan merayu dan merayu  dan merayu (bukan yang melutut menangis tu, tapi prosedur Rayuan/ Appeal di Mahkamah Tinggi ye, adik-adik! ) sehingga lah Hakim Mahkamah Tinggi yang ketiga, akhirnya menghantar semula kes ni untuk bicara semula (Re-trial) di Mahkamah Sesyen Bandar Baru Bangi. So, here! We! Are! \(^o^)/

From what I see, it is clear that the owner/registered owner had the indefeasible entitlement to the land. Furthermore, both parties have signed an agreement that whatever renovation made is under the Occupants’ own risk, and the purchase price which is below market price, to be paid within 3 months. 

None of the payment was adhered, so? What the owner have left but to terminate the agreement and get back his land? The Occupants were contending that since they have renovated the house nicely, the owner is trying to get advantages and get the house, terminate the agreement, and sell it off for a higher price to another person. But well, everyone have their own version of story, can’t wait to see which side the learned Judge decide to be in favour of. Hee!

Kerja aku di situ pula adalah meminitkan dan menyalin dengan tekun semua soalan dalam Pemeriksaan Balas (Cross-Examination) dan Pemeriksaan Semula (Re-Examination). 26 muka surat semua nya fuhhhh. Habis setengah dakwat pen aku. Rasa macam reporter sekejap. Hyuk hyuk hyuk (ketawa fesyen baru)

I learnt a lot from this case, many many thanks to my Master, Mr. Vignesh Raju. I lap yu lah sir! I won’t probably forget this case , no matter how many years pass by. 

Oh daymn, aku kena buat hujahan and otoriti untuk kes ni.

Byee~!

Assalamualaikum!
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Monday, April 8, 2013

Sayang Apa Khabar Denganmu?


Assalamualaikum netizens!

Wowwie, it’s been a while since I have the chance (and the kerajinan) to write a post here. Dah berlumut dah blog ni gamak nya. Hahahaha. Password pun dah kena try 3-4 kali sebab dah lupa.  miehehe :P

 Sayang-sayang ku sekalian apa khabar? :)

Seriously, the final trimester of my chambering is starting. Yes yes yesss! Tapi.... Macam-macam la bos aku dah start longgok depan aku sampai aku dah tenggelam dalam files, terpaksa melambai-lambai kalau nak panggil chambee mate aku, Atikah, tu pun nampak hujung jari je kata cik Atikah. (Fine, aku pendek. Bwekkk)

Dalam banyak-banyak perkara tu benda yang paling hampeh aku terbuat adalah tersilap bagi date kat bos aku, pastu dia pergi court. 8 Mei 2013 aku tertulis 8 April 2013. Hahaha. 

I iz sorry, Mr. Vicky!! >.<

Mujur jugak la aku tak sihat terbatuk-batuk macam pesakit tibi, kesian bebenor rupenye, so dia tak jadi naik hangin kat aku. Fuhhhss sherlahmatt teman.

Pasal relationship plak, biasalah, baru, so sekejap naik turun2, sekejap emotional rollercoaster dan spaceshot, sekejap mengedik2 macam Nora Danish punya kucing (cheah cakap tu gedik tahap atasan). Meow! =3

Selain itu, aku jugak sudah semakin melebar (memanjang takpe jugak. Cis!). Pendatang Tanpa Izin pun dah start bukak perkampungan Setinggan kat muka aku yang suci ini (I.HATE.YOU.PIMPLES). 

6 months of chambering really taking its toll on my health and body. So, start bulan April ni aku nak puasa banyak hari, pergi gym, and minum air masak bebanyak.  So far aku dah start minum air banyak, lagi dua aku tengah cuba buat.

(Tiba-tiba bertukar menjadi Ustazah Bahiyah) Namun begitu, kita tidak boleh mengetepikan perubahan berunsur rohaniah! Perubahan fizikal dan kerjaya tidak bermakna sekiranya hati dan jiwa itu kosong-kosong-kosong seperti lagu Najwa Latif! (Over sangat) 

So, aku pun ada buat aim-aim lain, nak baca Al-Quran setiap hari, puasa sunat setiap Isnin dan Khamis. So far, aku dah cuba baca Al-Quran, 10 muka surat setiap hari. Semoga tabiat ni melekat terus kat aku sampai bila-bila. Aminnn.

Dari segi kawan-kawan, aku rasa lately aku dah start merapatkan diri dengan rakan-rakan semula. Dan membuat kawan-kawan baru jugak. 

1. Aku ada peng whatsapp tetap, Fettuchini Carbonara (Fatin ‘Izzati) yang aku mesej seminggu 7 hari, dari balik kerja sampai nak tido, lebih banyak dari memesej boipren sendiri. 

2. Aku jugak dah melibatkan diri dalam wedding plan Kak Piyo, menjadi salah seorang dayang pengangkat hantaran yang penting (Sirih Junjung yeee.. kemain assignment aku). 

3. Aku jugak dah join Magic M Nutrition Club, Kuala Lumpur, dan dapat kawan-kawan baru macam Kishori and Divonthy yang hari-hari mesej aku suruh datang lepak minum2. 

6 bulan aku melayan chambering, don’t really bother to update dengan sahabat2, so, okey la kot for a shut-in like me. Haha

Dari segi parents, ya, masih mempunyai hobi berselisih faham dengan mama dan babah, tapi sekarang aku suka ambil tindakan yang dinamakan “mendiamkan-diri-tapi-buat-jugak-lepas-tu”. Hahahahahaha! Tapi okey la, Nampak sekarang parents aku dah start rely on me (sikit-sikit la, cukup modal je. Haha)

Dari segi emosi, aku masih suka menangis, kadar penangisan aku adalah berkala tetap iaitu selang dua hari sekali. Di hari-hari yang kadar kerinduan aku terhadap cik abang meningkat, kadar penangisan pun meningkat sama sekali. Termasuk juga hari-hari yang mana aku ditugaskan memotong bawang.

April 2013 Testament (Official)
Inilah padah terlalu lama dalam ofis. Semua nak bajet official and formal. Puii

Okey. Setakat itulah kot hapdet aku, walaupun-aku-tau-korang-tak-tanya-pun-tapi-aku-nak–habaq-jugak, kalau nak dikirakan banyak lagi aku nak tulis tapi kang kantoi pulak kegiatan pencurian tulang di office aku ni. Hekhek.

Akhir kata sempena PRU yang akan datang ni, selamat mengundi!

Bye, Sayonara, Jumpa Lagi!


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Sunday, February 24, 2013

Author of Courage

OSHO

Before I begin , you guys must be wondering "What is Osho??" FYI, Osho originated from a Japanese word (O-Sho) as honorific titles for Zen masters, often used in the temples of Buddism.

However the Osho I want to talk about today is not the one in the temple, but one particular person named Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, also was nicknamed as Osho. Osho's fans and follower called him "The Author of Courage". And now you gonna ask me another relevant question, which is "Who the heck is Osho?"

Osho who was born as Chandra Mohan Jain, and also known as Acharya Rajneesh from the 1960s onwards, as Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh during the 1970s and 1980s and as Osho from 1989, was an Indian mysticguru, and spiritual teacher. He did involved in some controversial matters and caused political rift and invites debacle criticism about his teachings. But I'm not going to touch on that as the Google team already here to provide you sufficient information services.

And the next thing you going to ask is "Why are you mentioning him here??"

Alright, the answer's coming! Chill dude! Sheesh!

As Muslims, our main resource for seeking inner peace and guidance is one and only Al-Quran Nur Kareem. The words and phrases of Quran often settle down my raging hearts and thirsty soul. 

Nonetheless, I have a secret hobby of searching quotes and empowerment sayings to brighten my day. Despite of my other 'hobby' of encouraging and lend a shoulder to cry for my family and friends, I myself was not that strong. I cried by myself,like, A LOT. So one fine day I decide to buy books on empowerment and self-criticism , and soon after, internet came into the picture, and become my major Google search list since.

On 2011, I came across Osho's quote. It was this one :

"“Each person comes into this world with a specific destiny--he has something to fulfill, some message has to be delivered, some work has to be completed. You are not here accidentally--you are here meaningfully. There is a purpose behind you. The whole intends to do something through you.” 
― Osho

This quote captured my heart instantly.

Ever since, I've been collecting Osho's quotes and saying. His words really encourage me to respect myself, to believe in myself and my Creator and to appreciate the ones that I love and loves me back. So by posting about him I hope more people will know about him and enjoys his wisdom words the way I do.

So what are guys waiting for? Look up, and experience how a few lines of words and sentence makes you feel invincible!

To make it easy for you, here's the Link! ---->: Nobby's Courage Whisperer : Osho 

ENJOY! :)
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