" Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you already a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to know it, to realize it." -Osho

Monday, April 8, 2013

Sayang Apa Khabar Denganmu?


Assalamualaikum netizens!

Wowwie, it’s been a while since I have the chance (and the kerajinan) to write a post here. Dah berlumut dah blog ni gamak nya. Hahahaha. Password pun dah kena try 3-4 kali sebab dah lupa.  miehehe :P

 Sayang-sayang ku sekalian apa khabar? :)

Seriously, the final trimester of my chambering is starting. Yes yes yesss! Tapi.... Macam-macam la bos aku dah start longgok depan aku sampai aku dah tenggelam dalam files, terpaksa melambai-lambai kalau nak panggil chambee mate aku, Atikah, tu pun nampak hujung jari je kata cik Atikah. (Fine, aku pendek. Bwekkk)

Dalam banyak-banyak perkara tu benda yang paling hampeh aku terbuat adalah tersilap bagi date kat bos aku, pastu dia pergi court. 8 Mei 2013 aku tertulis 8 April 2013. Hahaha. 

I iz sorry, Mr. Vicky!! >.<

Mujur jugak la aku tak sihat terbatuk-batuk macam pesakit tibi, kesian bebenor rupenye, so dia tak jadi naik hangin kat aku. Fuhhhss sherlahmatt teman.

Pasal relationship plak, biasalah, baru, so sekejap naik turun2, sekejap emotional rollercoaster dan spaceshot, sekejap mengedik2 macam Nora Danish punya kucing (cheah cakap tu gedik tahap atasan). Meow! =3

Selain itu, aku jugak sudah semakin melebar (memanjang takpe jugak. Cis!). Pendatang Tanpa Izin pun dah start bukak perkampungan Setinggan kat muka aku yang suci ini (I.HATE.YOU.PIMPLES). 

6 months of chambering really taking its toll on my health and body. So, start bulan April ni aku nak puasa banyak hari, pergi gym, and minum air masak bebanyak.  So far aku dah start minum air banyak, lagi dua aku tengah cuba buat.

(Tiba-tiba bertukar menjadi Ustazah Bahiyah) Namun begitu, kita tidak boleh mengetepikan perubahan berunsur rohaniah! Perubahan fizikal dan kerjaya tidak bermakna sekiranya hati dan jiwa itu kosong-kosong-kosong seperti lagu Najwa Latif! (Over sangat) 

So, aku pun ada buat aim-aim lain, nak baca Al-Quran setiap hari, puasa sunat setiap Isnin dan Khamis. So far, aku dah cuba baca Al-Quran, 10 muka surat setiap hari. Semoga tabiat ni melekat terus kat aku sampai bila-bila. Aminnn.

Dari segi kawan-kawan, aku rasa lately aku dah start merapatkan diri dengan rakan-rakan semula. Dan membuat kawan-kawan baru jugak. 

1. Aku ada peng whatsapp tetap, Fettuchini Carbonara (Fatin ‘Izzati) yang aku mesej seminggu 7 hari, dari balik kerja sampai nak tido, lebih banyak dari memesej boipren sendiri. 

2. Aku jugak dah melibatkan diri dalam wedding plan Kak Piyo, menjadi salah seorang dayang pengangkat hantaran yang penting (Sirih Junjung yeee.. kemain assignment aku). 

3. Aku jugak dah join Magic M Nutrition Club, Kuala Lumpur, dan dapat kawan-kawan baru macam Kishori and Divonthy yang hari-hari mesej aku suruh datang lepak minum2. 

6 bulan aku melayan chambering, don’t really bother to update dengan sahabat2, so, okey la kot for a shut-in like me. Haha

Dari segi parents, ya, masih mempunyai hobi berselisih faham dengan mama dan babah, tapi sekarang aku suka ambil tindakan yang dinamakan “mendiamkan-diri-tapi-buat-jugak-lepas-tu”. Hahahahahaha! Tapi okey la, Nampak sekarang parents aku dah start rely on me (sikit-sikit la, cukup modal je. Haha)

Dari segi emosi, aku masih suka menangis, kadar penangisan aku adalah berkala tetap iaitu selang dua hari sekali. Di hari-hari yang kadar kerinduan aku terhadap cik abang meningkat, kadar penangisan pun meningkat sama sekali. Termasuk juga hari-hari yang mana aku ditugaskan memotong bawang.

April 2013 Testament (Official)
Inilah padah terlalu lama dalam ofis. Semua nak bajet official and formal. Puii

Okey. Setakat itulah kot hapdet aku, walaupun-aku-tau-korang-tak-tanya-pun-tapi-aku-nak–habaq-jugak, kalau nak dikirakan banyak lagi aku nak tulis tapi kang kantoi pulak kegiatan pencurian tulang di office aku ni. Hekhek.

Akhir kata sempena PRU yang akan datang ni, selamat mengundi!

Bye, Sayonara, Jumpa Lagi!


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Sunday, February 24, 2013

Author of Courage

OSHO

Before I begin , you guys must be wondering "What is Osho??" FYI, Osho originated from a Japanese word (O-Sho) as honorific titles for Zen masters, often used in the temples of Buddism.

However the Osho I want to talk about today is not the one in the temple, but one particular person named Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, also was nicknamed as Osho. Osho's fans and follower called him "The Author of Courage". And now you gonna ask me another relevant question, which is "Who the heck is Osho?"

Osho who was born as Chandra Mohan Jain, and also known as Acharya Rajneesh from the 1960s onwards, as Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh during the 1970s and 1980s and as Osho from 1989, was an Indian mystic, guru, and spiritual teacher. He did involved in some controversial matters and caused political rift and invites debacle criticism about his teachings. But I'm not going to touch on that as the Google team already here to provide you sufficient information services.

And the next thing you going to ask is "Why are you mentioning him here??"

Alright, the answer's coming! Chill dude! Sheesh!

As Muslims, our main resource for seeking inner peace and guidance is one and only Al-Quran Nur Kareem. The words and phrases of Quran often settle down my raging hearts and thirsty soul. 

Nonetheless, I have a secret hobby of searching quotes and empowerment sayings to brighten my day. Despite of my other 'hobby' of encouraging and lend a shoulder to cry for my family and friends, I myself was not that strong. I cried by myself,like, A LOT. So one fine day I decide to buy books on empowerment and self-criticism , and soon after, internet came into the picture, and become my major Google search list since.

On 2011, I came across Osho's quote. It was this one :

"“Each person comes into this world with a specific destiny--he has something to fulfill, some message has to be delivered, some work has to be completed. You are not here accidentally--you are here meaningfully. There is a purpose behind you. The whole intends to do something through you.” 
― Osho

This quote captured my heart instantly.

Ever since, I've been collecting Osho's quotes and saying. His words really encourage me to respect myself, to believe in myself and my Creator and to appreciate the ones that I love and loves me back. So by posting about him I hope more people will know about him and enjoys his wisdom words the way I do.

So what are guys waiting for? Look up, and experience how a few lines of words and sentence makes you feel invincible!

To make it easy for you, here's the Link! ---->: Nobby's Courage Whisperer : Osho 

ENJOY! :)
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Saturday, February 23, 2013

Kerinduan V. 2.0



If only I can find a song that describes my feelings exactly how it is , it would be none other than this one. I even make this song as his contact ringtone in my phone.

Without you here, it going to be the longest one month in my entire life.

Please ring soon, dear phone. I miss him so much!

TILU- KU BUKAN AKU


Lama sungguh hari berlalu
Hening malam menyeksaku
Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang
Sedikit pun hidup tak senang
Langit cerah kurenung mendung kelabu

Kerana diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Fikiran tak keruan
Jiwa rasa kekosongan
Diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan
Sukarnya cari ketenteraman
Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba
Setabah hati melupakan
Dirimu dari ingatan
Tapi semakin dicuba
Semakin rindu

Kerana diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Fikiran tak keruan
Jiwa rasa kekosongan
Diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku


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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Mari Melukis!

Langkah-langkah nye adalah

1. Ikat rambut ala-ala samurai untuk mengelakkan gangguan rambut lembut,ringan dan wangi kerana baru di shampoo. Anda akan memerlukan konsentrasi yang penuh!

2. Sediakan bahan-bahan seperti Mechanical Pencil yang tajam, Pemadam lembut tapi mahai, Kertas kosong bersaiz buku latihan Bahasa Inggeris Tahun 3, MP3 dan juga bantal lapik meniarap.

3. Bayangkan imejan yang anda nak lukis. Pastikan menutup aurat. (haha.)

4. Lukis. Jangan Tak lukis.

5. Masih melukis. Dan ignore panggilan turun makan, sebab (a) anda belum habis melukis, (b) ingat bahawa anda perlu menghilangkan excess fat di pipi itu

6. Apabila selesai tandatangan, tangkap gambar hasil lukisan anda dan upload di blog anda yang takde sape baca tu.

Sekian, terima kasih.

awat senget plak dahhhh. cess

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Sunday, January 20, 2013

The First Ever in 2013

*blowing my nose*

Okeh.

Buat pertama kalinya dalam tahun 2013, aku menangis untuk dua jam.
Ala, ni rate biasa aku je, (2 jam? pfft, kacang!) cuma ni la first time dalam tahun ni kot.. which is something worth sharing, i guess?

Mungkin juga sebab aku paranoid, mungkin jugak sebab aku takut, mungkin jugak sebab aku terlalu sayang.

Atau pun mungkin sebab lagu Judika- Aku Yang Tersakiti sedang dimainkan di Windows Media Player. Walaupun macam takde kaitan dengan situasi aku, tetap nak buat orang nangis. Cisss.(Damn you, sappy sad love song!)

Ataupun mungkin because it is the time of the month, bendera merah.

Terlalu banyak la sebab dan faktor-faktor penyumbang. Biasalah, aku dan low self-esteem ku, pantang tengok pasal perempuan lain, nak nak yang cun, emo lah.

Mungkin aku patut retreat. Masuk kan perasaan ku dalam Gua nya semula. Jadi semula si Kosong. Kosongkan hati dan fikiran. Do what i do best- Hide.Forget. Stop Caring.

Ya Allah. Kuatkan hatiku, alihkan lah hati ku dan fikiran ku kepada perkara-perkara yang baik untukku. Sekiranya ia yang terbaik untuk ku dan untuk agamaku, maka dekatkan lah aku dengan ia. Jika ia tidak, maka jauhkan lah aku dengan ia dan jadikan lah aku meredhai nya. Amin
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Saturday, January 19, 2013

Sedutan Jan 2013



Howdy, Partner!

Sorilah lama gila tak update blog. Buat menyemak world wide web je blog lapuk tak ber update aku ni. Har Har. Ada aku kisah?

Anywaysss

Sebenar aku sangat lah amat tersibuk  sekali dua kali tiga kali. (lihatlah betapa jakun nya ayat ku)
But rather than busy, Im actually a bit (a lot) lazy. Bahan nak cerita ada banyak tapi malas la, bukan best pun (tak best, bukan dikira bahan laaa!). Perkembangan terbaru, love story lama berkembang semula. Abang Asykar telah ditemui, disukai, dan disayangi. Tammat.

Ehhh ada lagi, I’ve finish with my Professional Ethics Standard Course and Examination on last 10th January 2013, and now anxiously waiting for the results. I’ve become jumpy every time the fax machine scream and memuntahkan kertas (If you failed the exam, u’re going to get a fax asking for you to re-seat the exam), so dalam sehari ada la 57kali aku buat-buat lalu lalang depan fax machine. Hewhew.So far takde la, harap2 sampai bila-bila forever and ever pun tak kan sampai fax tu. Aminnn.

Pada 18th Januari 2013, Abg Asykar busy dengan full reherseal nya lantas hp aku pun senyap sunyi. Berdering pun hanyalah ayah bondaku (Ceh, penat je lari g amik)  dan bos ku (ops spot check- Nabeela! Mana you pergi tak sampai-sampai Office lagi??-), but since I have to do mention for a kidnapping case at Mahkamah Majisteret 7 (OMG, Majistret jambu!), and babah have the NFC- shamsul bahari case just next door ,Mahkamah Sesyen 8.. So I follow la babah n his driver. Pergh, rasanya aku la satu-satunya bdk chambering yang g court dengan driver ayah. Hahahahaha.

The case was so interesting, both parties has their own merits, plus berbau politik wang, wang juta2, kereta mewah dan gadis cantik *berposing secara automatis* , (Opss tergediks plak. Hekhek) I liked this kind of drama, my father handled them brilliantly and make the court laugh, but unfortunately such talents does not run in the family. Aku jenis cepat chuak, and often stumbled on my words. And often my nervousness is too transparent, leaving undesirable impression to the person I am presenting to *sigh* . So, aku berazam, lepas ni aku nervous, aku nak senyum! Tarik nafas, then buat2 pikir then baru jawab. I may will never be as good as my father, but at least I will never regret about anything.

Dah.

Hari ini 19 Januari plak, aku menghabiskan sisa-sisa pagi aku dgn kemas dapur n masak nasik, baca novel dan tgk movie (ohh indahnya hujung minggu). Petang nanti  ingat nak berbowling seperti dipersetujui oleh adik-adik (diorg mmg la setuju je, janji org lain bayar. Ciss), dan semalam jugak dah ajak kazen aku Atiqah- yg-suka –mengajak- keluar- tapi- part- planning nye- semua- nak –pass- kat- aku- jugak (haha). Tiba-tiba Abang Asykar meset dia boleh kuar pulak. Oh berbunga matahari la hatiku sekejap, tapi bila dia mendengar plan bowling aku, terus dia nak ubah haluan. Okey, sedih. :’(

Takpelah. Biasalah lelaki mematahkan hati seorang wanita. Huk.

Oh btw, semalam kazen aku lagi sorg, adik nye Atiqah tu, Akmal, bertolak ke Mesir. Dengar citer mungkin 4 hingga 5 tahun lagi baru balik. Mula-mula semua happy, siap tgkap gambar ala2 album The Beatles (idea siapa? idea siapa yg best tu?? *bangga sendiri*), bila part salam-salam nak bertolak dah, mula la semua Srot-Srot lap hingus, cakap2 buat lawak tapi ayaq mata dok menitik (mostly, adik-beradik diorg la).  Adoi banjir kilat KLIA tu jap. Anyway,  Kakbila doakan yang terbaik! Bawak balik ijazah untuk Pak ndak and Makndak okey! Insyaallah!

Okey sekian buat hari ini. Penyakit malas dah menyerang kembali.

Assalamualaikum , tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab, Sayanggggg~! Hehe

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Saturday, January 5, 2013

Puan Maria Elena. Ihiks! Puan dahhh!

Its seems that kak Maria Elena also shares my sentiments.


Being gediks at blog is fun. Ahaks!

Maria Elena is a vblogger, blogger, and just recently, a wife. Visit her at peliks.blogspot.com

I've been following her since god knows when. She's fun, funny, witty, magician(of face-expressionollogy), inspirational person. You know what they say, when you see someone change for better. in some ways you wanna change too. Maria Elena started wearing hijab, and then she started to get to know Islam better.

Although we are born in Muslim family, it doesn't make us experts in Islam. Sometimes, we took things for granted, just because we were lucky enough to be born in Islam.

Maria Elena teaches me to do better, to go and seek for Islam instead of staying still and questioning things.

Thank you, kak Maria! Selamat Pengantin Baru! Maintain gediks, i loike! hek hek hek! :P
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