ROMAN PICISAN - (FOR MY SQUINTY EYED-BUNNY)

First of all, no, this post unfortunately have no co-relation with the group Dewa 19’s song which is super haunting. Hanya sebuah picisan bosan mengenai seorang Nobby yang tiba-tiba kicked in the “jiwang-gear”.

Amaran : Sesiapa yang tidak gemar, sensitive, alergi atau memang plainly menyampah dengan ayat-ayat jiwang- it is advisable to navigate away from this page sebelum anda muntah darah. Hehe. :P

The Unrelated Ramblings:

Sebenarnya bukan susah nak mencari cinta. Cinta itu ada di mana-mana. The male species, actually, despite being steadily depleting, are everywhere and willing to spend time and money on a woman. Or in some cases, women. Tapi bagi aku apa yang susah sekali ialah mencari orang yang aku suka serta merta. LOVE AT THE FIRST SIGHT. Oh! The great dream of every girl!

Selama ini aku suka seseorang itu selepas beberapa lama mengenali mereka. Even ada yang pada mulanya aku fikir “Ceh, bagi free pun tak teringin!” tapi last-last terkena batang hidung sendiri sebab jadi bf aku jugak. Ehehehe.

Tapi seriously, I want that Love at the First Sight. Aku tak pernah berangan-angan macam mana rupa yang aku nak, walaupun tipu lah kalau aku cakap tak pernah buat senarai ciri-ciri idaman (Eleh, apa gelak-gelak? Aku tau korang pun buat! Kan? Kan? Haha). Nak mata sepet lah, nak ada goatee lah, nak botak lah, nak badan hot la, nak tinggi lah, nak pakai glasses lah, nak pandai dressing lah, nak yang sweet romantic and caring lah..blah blah.. Tapi betul apa orang cakap, apa yang kita nak tu yang sebaliknya akan datang. Tapi tak apa sebenarnya. Bila dia saying kita tu dah cukup :)

(By the way , inilah masalah terbesar orang perempuan, always settle down for the “okay-type” when actually, she deserved better..!)

The Actual Thing:

Tapi, akhirnya, pada usia 22 tahun 5 bulan, this girl finally found that Love at the First Sight. It’s a bit unreal and unintended meeting, nevertheless FATEFUL. I was literally screaming in excitement in the toilet after meeting him. It feels like- I dreamed him into life! What exactly in my thoughts was- even if he somehow disliked or uninterested of me, I would not mind. And since I had nothing to lose, I keep my cool and be myself in front of him. Our time together was short, but my friends said, I glowed in happiness for several days. XD

Dan sepertimana lagu Roman Picisan- Dewa 19 itu, the experience was hauntingly beautiful. I love what I saw ON him, and after a long long chat, I started to love what I saw IN him. Thank you Rayray. Thank you for giving me the chance to feel that Love at the First Sight. It’s okay if we end up with someone else, I was happy enough to know that this Ice Queen can actually MELTS. <3