Mee Bandung Ku

Today mama taught me how to prepare Uncle Baen's Mee Bandung

so here's my masterpiece

Haha. Nice Colour eh?

But Im still WAAAAYYYYY BELOW Natata n Mama.

Hukhuk. God Bless me (plz).

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Nex Sem's Lecture Bag~~! YAyyy!!

Yesterday, i followed my mum n dad went to nilai 3 (a shopping paradise- but luckily it was damn late so mama can only gigit jari.hahaha)

n the only person who bought something was me.

Presenting~~~ Nex sem's Lecture Bag~!!

Cute eh? haha

haha. all cow-lover will kill me for this. Sowiey. haha.

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Jalan2 WeEK

it's been a while since i wrote (or typed) something here due to the non-stop outings with my (tired-less) family

Wednesday -17th December 2008

I went to Putrajaya with my Cousins n Aunties
It was the.. i dunno.. ten thousand two hundred and eighty eighth times i've been there?? Hm.. God knows. haha
Even the Putrajaya (if it can talk la) menyampah tgk muka aku lagi. haha

But going anywhere wit my cousins make huge difference in every trip
Havoc. Happening.
N we were laughing all the time. haha. N take crazy pictures together.

That's why we have this all-time-favourite phrase
"Kami Kawan Sejak Dari Dalam Perut Lagi~~"

Tugu Negara Baru

Thursday n Friday (same routine)- 18th n 19th December 2008

woke up (not so early).
Sidai kain. Eat. Tv.
kacau adek2 men game.
Sms Amirul bucuk-bucuk.
gado ngn mama.
sembunyi bantal busuk cheah.
cabut uban babah.
talking with Lyo (FYI-anyone who doesnt know Lyo- He is my Teddy Lion- a cute one but Aimi n Jeep Loves to put him kat higher places so i wont reached him.waaa)
Ym with anyone who was online.
Picit jerawat.
Sms wit Patty n Tqah.
Try on my baju2 lama (tak muat dah. waaaa. aku sudah gemot)
Watch Ace Ventura (Lu-Uh-ZeRR~!! hahaha) n The Forbidden Kingdom


Saturday-20 th December 2008

I was damn sleepy when babah woke me up at 7. (with his usual 'walking alarm clock' voice)
He was pretty enthusiastic at the first three attempts (to wake me up) "Bangun~!! hari ni kita mau jalan2!! Cepat2~~"
The fourth times -" HOI! Bangun laa! Brapa kali mau kejut??!" . N i wake up. haha

After telling Biskut that we're going out, i go n siap2. Then all of us (with sleepy slash excited face) get in the car n went to Restoran Sup Keting (sapa punya idea laa nama kedai ni?) for breakfast. Later, the journey begins.. hoye!

First, we went to Tasik Titiwangsa- actually my dad wanna go for Eyes on Malaysia tp aku dah kata mana ada dah.. depa dah p Melaka nuh. So we just go around the Tasik- dalam keta. Waaa

N my dad used the Terowong Smart n we get pretty excited because that tunnel was 6 km or something like that, it's like, we were underwater with no sunlight to be seen.haha.- well, we were still a bunch of Kedah kids in mind n heart- to be excited over stuff like that. haha *nyanyi lagu Kedah*

Next, we went to Jalan Masjid India. Babah wanna tempah a suit for dinner. (that suit worth RM1.012.90- Holy Cow) the tailor was a well known tailor for Parliment Member n Cabinet (tertampal kat situ harga for Parliment members n others woo) where the workers were all from tailoring academy. (i dunno - i just read all the sijil2 yg tertampal kat dinding kdai tu)

n when we were there- there was a pakcik tgh asah gunting depan kedai tu. Scary Ohhh

n The sight at Jalan Masjid India was intimidating. The tall n rustic buildings. The crowded-ness of people. The colourful kain2 n baju2 org (haha. kantoi dok perati org). N the diversion of types of Things were displayed (even binoculars ada jual dowh!)

I looked fat. I knew.



Then we Go to Sogo for LunchNer ( i ate this enermous chicken chop -waaa pcah diet- which made me full until the nex morning). N mama shopping a lil bit

Then Alamanda (haha. See? That's y diz is a jalan2 day). I never had anything to do or to buy at alamanda- but I love going there. hahaha. Alamanda smell like SACC Mall (bau kedai2 barang mahal. hahaha)

Sumwhere at 10 baru la kitorang kuar Alamanda.
N lepak at Restoran Asam Pedas makan roti canai (only the boys n babah did- im too kenyang for my own good. hukhuk)

we reached home at 11. Finally.

p/s: to any language students or teachers- forgive me for the infinity of grammar mistakes in my blog. I never had enough patience n perseverance to bother about them. Deeply apologized.

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ResULt KuaR

I got a msg from Patty

"Dah Boleh Result!"

(i know it doesnt make sense- but the points taken- FINAL RESULT is OUT)

Sh**. Now im NERVOUS.

Frankly, I did pretty bad (damn bad actually) in the last paper. So, Let's not put the hopes too high..

And after numerous times hitting the Refresh Button - The Traffic in the Student Portal was always (always will be) SUCKY.

I got My result

N it was as sucky as i thought

3.3 GPA (im not gonna b shame to tell everyone coz i already did when i saw my result)

I told my mum n all she said was "there goes that- for the time u've spent on sms n fooling around"

well, not that i hoped for congratulations or any sort (coz she never ever did)

Juz that
I miss UiTM
and Really HOPE this holiday will end soon

This House is HELL

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Aku Nak RESULT

Actually aku bangun pagi nih nak check result final (aku dah pasrah. Huu~~) Tp dek kehampehan laman web uitm yg asik jam- aku memilih utk ber YM ngn Patty saja. Lagi Best.

Kazen aku Athiyah ada kat umah aku.. Budak Art kat Merbok. (reminded me of 'Org' kat Merbok yg bakal datang. Yabai!) Dari semalam dok muka enam kupang je check result.. tp xley nak bukak (Fenomena biasa di laman web uitm dan student portal) Kesian dia.. First sem la katakan.. tergedik2 risau kat result, aku wat dono siap smbung tido lagi ja. haha (sbb aku tau mmg miracle la klu aku dapat result elok.haha)

Sem Satu- result aku okey ja. Tp terkejut jugak aku dapat Dean's List (emm.. sbnarnya before org bagitau aku dapat Dean's List, aku pon tatau bnda tu apa. Hahahahaha-- nampak sgt tiada ambition tggi).

Dan Depa bagi Certificate tu tyme dinner: tyme p amik kat stage-muka pnerima tu terpampang kat layar putih (aku tatau org pggil apa)

dan muka aku ialah muka ketika aku tidoq dalam klas tggu lecturer yg tak mai-mai.

Terima kasih kpd Romey (klas monitor aku yg asparagus hangus) yg juga merupakan AJK Multimedia Dinner Foundation of Law 2008. *Conteng2 gambar romey kmudian flush dalam toilet*

Sem Dua- Aku dapat lagi elok dari sem satu tp yalah.. macamna nak dapat dean list sbb dah nak abeh Asasi? har har har (ramai gak dapat 4 flat tyme ni tp kesiannn.hahaha)

So.. The third tyme.. aura suspense tu dah fade ler kat aku.

Or aku sudah matured? This kinda thing doesn't excite me anymore??
HOOOO *muka shining spt baru discover harta karun*
Aku sudah matured! Aku sudah matured!

*menari2 keliling unggun api*

P/s : Doakan Result Ku. Amin. Dan juga kpd suma Shabat2 ku dan Warga Uitm yg Lain. Kita Matured! Hidup Matured! *Menari2 ikut video klip Wanna Be My Lover- Moymoy Palaboy*

Aku yang HEBAT- Cucuk hidong Rimau

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Sorry Patty~~(>.<"")

7th December 2008

Today aku ada deto ngn BFs aku
Best Fren n Boy Fren
haha
dan aku juga bawak adek adek aku bersama (depa yg nk ikut sgt)

Actually aku berjanji sama Patty pkul dua
tp ayah aku asik buat main aku
kata "Yang sebuk2 nk cpt ni pasaipa??"
Oit. klu jumpa kwn dia klu kitorang wat lmbat2 mau terbalik umah dia mgamuk
My dad's n his middle age crisis. *sigh*

pkul dua baru smpai kdai gnting rmbut
(waaaa. rmbut aku suda buruk- tp nsb bek ringan skit kpala.)
dan kmudian potong rambut Cheah plak. (dia dpt rmbt Rihanna. Tak aci!!)
aku sgt geram
mogok tdk mau makan

Maap kan aku Patty.huhu

amirul plak smpai sp pkul 2.30
takpala. biar dia tggu.wahahaha

Dan kami bertemu la di Tesco.
Wuaa
Tuhan saja yg tau kenervousan aku
Patty dan Amirul
akan bertemu
Patty tdk suka Amirul
Amirul pula sgt tak hebat buat org suka kat dia
(aku la satu2nya manusia yg tersangkut. krna dia sgt tak pndai mngorat. Comel.haha)

Aku takot Patty marah
Aku takot Patty kecewa
Aku takot Patty tdk gembira
(kerana aku ajak amirul juga)

Tp aku juga sgt mau jumpa amirul dan Patty

Hukhuk

Jadi aku beranikan diri

Patty datang dulu dari Amirul
(Patty sudah chantek woo. Kpd Lelaki2 yg kachak dan baik d Malaysia, MARI LA MNGORAT PATTY.haha)
dan (amazingly) dia yg nmpak amirul sampai.haha

Kmudian ktorg makan HotPlate
Dan Kaya Ball
dan Donut (kawan Cheah bg)

Sblm Pulang Patty sempat p bli tempat letak baju (atau tmpat rotan org dan tmpt bakar sate~ itu yg Patty kata kat Razin. Haha) ngn Cheah. Aku pula berjalan2 ngn Razin dan amirul d bahagian baju.
I do have Quality times wit Amirul. Sgt sgt sgt bahagia dapat jumpa amirul walaupun dua jam setengah je.. huhu. I LOVE U BISKUT!

Apapun aku post blog ni hanya untuk memintak maap kat Patty

Sorry Patty!

-sepatutnya yg pegi teman ko cari tmpat letak baju tu aku, bkn Cheah
-aku tau ko tdk suka amirul tp ajak dia juga
-aku mau blanja ko makan sbg ganti blanja aku nasik aym ari tu tp ko pegi bli sndri pula
-aku janji pkul dua tp last2 jd pkul empat

Aku mmg Kawan yg barbiturat
Maap Patty
huhu

Aku dan Patty ku yg Busuk

My Amirul, me n Lajen

Patty dan Cheah

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Tag Dari AtiqaH

1)Do you think you're hot?
Once Upon a time... haha
2)Upload your favourite picture of you!



3)Why do you like that picture?
Because wit this Pic i realized that I can look StUpId and cute at the same tyme (most of the tyme actually) hahahaa

4)When was the last time you ate your pizza?
Um.. Urgh.. cant remember. Last Month kot. mama Beli

5)The last song you listened to?
Shut up n Let Me Go ~ the Ting Tings

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
Sms-ing My Biskut. haha. It's my permanent Job now

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
NtaH> My Name already BesT Woo. Nabeela Shakina Abdul Razak. Brapa org ada Double E in their name?? *bangga face*

People i tag
1) Nasihah Syahirah
2) Faten
3) Aimi
4) Phaliq
5) Natata

8)Who is number 1?
adek pompuan ku yg suka tido dan bercinta ngn bantal pluk nya yg sdh lunyai.

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Hmm.. Anyone who can made her blush?? hahaha

10)Say something about number 5?
aku nak p umah dia dan makan sedap2~~!!

11)How about number 4?
Pandai tgkap gambaq best2.hee

12)Who is number 2?
My Bestie~ Patty!! *Pluk Patty n angkat dia smbil pusing2*

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Mari Ber KEM!!

Phuu~ Finally home! After those restless 3 days in Kem Remaja Wawasan

-Finally, re-united with my beloved bantal and katil.. hikhik

My camp days---- Nasty, sweaty, sleepy, joyous, weird, funny, dirty and (suprisingly) far from scary

The kem Remaja Wawasan (or KREW) was Hj Abdul Aziz's (my Pak Uda) idea. He's the Pengarah Program. N the urusetia were, Hjh. Azizah (my Wanchik), Kak Farahana and Farahanim (both are my kazen), and also Hjh Zubaidah (my Makngah)

--- Now. Can u SEE why I was (forced) to be involved in this camp? The crews were my pakcik makcik n kak sedara. Shit.

Duh. I have a LOT to do at home la wei! (tgk tv, men game, men tenet , tido kat sofa, bca komik, men sms, bla bla)

Well, who the other facy(s)?

1. Baiti / Byti -the petite and chomel gurl~ tapi bila gelak, menampar2 org woo. Bahaya Siot.

2. Kak Nurizah - kak yang paling ayu tp gelak deras tak sangga.haha

3.Husna dan Azimah - anak makcik Eton yang.. urmm.. pakai tdg labuh (UIA ler) tp mnari lagu korea tyme tggu bas)

4. Atikah- super skinny gurl

5. Syawana - macam garang tapi mmg garang pon.hahahah

6. Mu'az Abdillah - they called him "Pakcik" -- Why? Of Course bcoz he LOOKED like one.hahaha- p/s : I HATE him.

tak pasai kena pamer muka kat depan haha

When I first stepped in the Facy's HQ ( haha. rumah warden dowh!) I looked around. Astro. Air -Cond. -I'm such a lucky spoiled brat- haha.Never went to any camp~ and the first one got aircond and Astro. Pergh. God LOVES me. I knew it.

later on that night, we got this activity (the facy were exempted.Wahahaha) ~ where they (the peserta la) have to find other participant- as many as they can but must exceed two names- who had the same:

- month of birth

- hobbies

-ambition

~ and to add some spice : in 30 seconds -- haha. as I could see some malu2 faces who were taknak tanya the opposite sex.. i remembered my old self who tot boys are from H.E.L.L-dangerous, annoying, and eyesore (hahahaha).

We facy were basically do nothing. juz helping them find names. Well, some do cheat- but a game with no foul play -is not a game. even I play foul sometimes. hehe (Sometimes? such lie.haha)

Later.. we got our group [in my case, anak2 kucing. Nyau! Nyau!-(when im calling them to gather)] although, it was kinda messy at first ( mybe they were dissapointed to have the only kak facy yg tak lawa), but we managed to find a name-- "Antoo Fighterz" haha. Up to date what? ahahaha

1st thing 1st. I try to memorize their faces n names ( ala. 6 org je pon)

-Putera Iqbal Maula ( 15 years old)

- Nasrul Afiq ( 13 years old)

- Fathurrahman (14 years old)

- Nurrabiatul Adawiyah (12 years old)

- Norliyana (16 years old)

- Sahirah (12 years old)

umm. what combination. The only common thing about them - they were bigger (n taller) than me. Huhu. I mis my Biskut Prince- wit him only i've ever feel Normal. Waaaa

Fast Forward (the next day)

The very next day~ we were heading to Kompleks Pasir Salak ( Prince gimme a seat dalam bas tu. well, Thank you! C=) for "Menjejak Warisan"- where we (in group led by a facy) have to go and search for answers~ they've given us 20 questions + 2 individual -

Well, Finding the answers satu hal, mengembala budak2 ni lagi satu bala besar. hadoi.

I guess tyme ni la I started to get along with those kids- the suara lemah lembut tp badan ketui2 PRINCE, the young but hillarious NASRUL JEYBO, the senyap tp tak malu posing bila tgkap gamba FATHURRAHMAN, the comel tp a unbelievably loud BABY NURRA, the ayu YANA, and the over semangat n full of questions IRA.

N suprisingly they do stick wit me the whole day despite being the most selekeh facy ( i mean, second selekeh- that Pakcik is even mo selekeh than I am) -Sayang Korang!(but it was weird to bahasakan diri as kakak in a bunch of people who are bigger than me. haha)

dari kiri : Prince, Nasrul , Fathurrahman

dari kiri: Yana , Baby Nurra, Ira

Finally, we managed to get most of the answers ( except the one which goes- Sultan Azlan Syah ialah Sultan Perak yg Keberapa? Dammit. Isn't he a judge? Why do he has to be a sultan too??)

-- after countless time running after Prince n Nurra who always merayap sana sini (ada affair ka budak budak oi?? *suspicious face*) and also keep lookong for Yana n Ira who keep wandered around to find the answers (semangat sgt plak dah. takdak hadiah pun woi!) The most dengar cakap were Nasrul n Fathurrahman. panggil je muncul. Ting! haha.

p/s: When we reached Galeri Sejarah (the last destination) I was super exhausted n tell them to go on while I wrote all the answers in the question paper. Unexpectedly, they refused n sat around me instead. "kami nak tunggu kak Bila". Huu T^T *terharu* _ I feel like begging for Bintang (anyone who behave well will be given a bintang!) each one of my Antoo Fighterz. I LOVE those kids!

Then we had lunch ~~ SEDAP GLERRR (sbb tgh lapa tahap dewa kala) Well, prince sat next to me n I keep on nervously laugh at his jokes (coz at the same tyme Nurra is sending weird red aura to me. Hey. He is the one who choose to sat next to me duh!) I rather sat next to Nasrul (we do cuci mata sama2 when walking together~ when we saw a pretty lady crossing the road-haha. Me n my weird hobby are not alone! Hoye!

When we got on the bus, everyone was drained to death. Damn Tired. even there was a boy who tido tertonggeng and muka tempek kat seat depan . (hahahaha) n I remembered that we still had a few activity after this. Waaaaaaaaaa

To Be Continued ... (actually dah malas nak taip.haha)

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Gud MowNing Malaysia!!

Hari ni bila aku bgn dari tidure, (spt biasa) aku check henpon dlu- oleh kerana simkad ku (yg bodo asik nk rosak ja) tak dapat dgunakan, aku gna no Lajen.



"3 Messages Received"



ohooo.. *bukak msj*



1- dari Patty- "Noby..Ari ni ko drumahkah?" (Uik? sapa kata. aku kat Las Vegas laa. haha. Apala. msti la ku kat umah)

2- Dari Biskut- "As'kum.. Cyg tgh watpe 2? Tdo lg ke?" (hee. malu malu)

3- Dari Faddy- "mownink bdk kepam. bgn r asik tdo je cmne x debab." (HEYYY!! haw derey yu sei laik dat tu mi??)

haha. That's y I LOVE my phone. setiap kali aku buka msj n to think that someone even bother to ask how're m i doing everyday.. I FEEL DAMN HAPPY.



N while gazing at the space (blum bgn lg dr katil nih).. I try to remember my acti5 numbers..



1. Patty the Cepat-Lapar-Girl

2. Cheah the tak-reti-bgn-tido-before-pukul 1 ptg-Girl

3. Amirul the BisKut-Prince

4. Natata the suka-wat-assumption-sndri-yg-complicated-Girl

5.Reiko the penggila-NEWs



Well, being someone's Acti5 must meant alot eh?

To anyone who ever texted me, Thank You Soooo Much!! I Love u All!

p/s: Patty kata she was actually intended to come to my house. Why didn't u tell me so. I shoulda got up earlier. Dammit. Waaaa

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Oh Happy Days~ La La La

Today is my Mum n Dad's anniversary!! Congratz Mama! Congratz Babah! Well actually, I wasn't aware of that fact until my mum went to fetch my adek2 from their tuition and suddenly my aunt- acuwa, called me n asking

Acuwa : Bella, ari ni ada apa2 ke? Tanya mama sat.
Me : Mama takdak la Acuwa. P amik bdk2 balik tusyen. Ada apa?
Acuwa : Ya ka.. Ari ni besday sapa2 ka?
Me : (thought for a while). Hm. Takdak2. Tapi anniversary mama ngn babah la bulan ni.
Acuwa : ohh.. Brapa haribulan?
Me : 26 hb
Acuwa : La.. Dey tangechi, hari ni 26hb la!!
Me : 0_O (interval) OH!! OH!! hahahaha
Acuwa : (laughing) k lah. Nanti mama balik habaq kata acuwa tepon keh?
Me : (thumb up) Beressss.


N so.. that's how i figure out that TODAY is their anniversary day. N now that I've mention it.. (suspicious face) they looked preeettyyy extra lovey dovey today. haha. Bila babah tgh kacau mama kat dapor when he came home from lunch td, I pretend not seeing and hearing anything (but i do smile cynically at them- and they play innocent face with me.hahaha)


Today mama masak Dalca, n ajak most of her siblings datang umah. Maybe mama nak buat makan2 skit. (err.. But she IS SLEEPING soundly on the sofa at the living room rite now.. *puzzled*)I do hope ramai kazen ku yg datang.. It' been a while since we've gathered.. N updated each other's story story. haha.

Mama n babah suka wat makan2.. n suka g family day.. n suka mrayap ke umah makcik pakcik ku (their siblings la) on weekends. Sometimes they gado2 (n we were left starved.waaa), sometimes they lovey dovey (cubit2, geletek2, tampar2, smackdown2-hahaha), n sometimes they join forces n pissed us off (xspecially when we were asking for something mahal n tak berfaedah. huhu). But we still love them anyway (La La La~~)


That's my parents. Though I knew not how they've met (they were the very the kedekut with infos on that particular issue or anything leading to it. Ceh), but I'm pretty sure they are one of the greatest lovebirds in human history.. today, 21 years before n hopefully days to come.

HAPPY 21TH MAMA N BABAH! WE WISH U BOTH ETERNITY OF HAPPINESS!!

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ThaNX For NoTHING

Here goes nothing..

On the 17th of November 2008, while watching Katy Perry's vc ( not evn finished loading yet) with my adek Lajen, laptop's screen suddenly bleeping. The icons on the desktop keep on missing (as if it was constantly refreshed) like chipsmore- kjap ade.. kjap takde..!- wuaaaahh

Luckily my fren Hady Mirza (haha) taught me how to use Task Manager -Im a bit slow in this kind of thing- N I can still YM with patty. Thanks to Uncle blakang umah (for his wireless yg laju. Dan free.haha) i feel my cuti sem tdk dbazirkan.haha

N now, my sim card plak starting to mess wit me.

NO PHONE
NO LAPTOP
NO FREEDOM
*suddenly the room became dark*

Baka laptop. Baka Sim Card. Baka this House.


N on this 28th my mum will send all of us (me, Cheah, Lajen, n Ajiq) to a stupid camp- where i"ll be a facilitator (WTH. I've never been to a camp in my whole life n now I've to b a facy?? Waaa) . N it's sumwhere in Rural Area of Perak. the area where even the Org2 Kuning of DIGI would never step in. Imagine the size of nyamuk2, the size of pacat2, the size of ular2 n ulat bulu. Oh Dammit. (bulu roma naik).
*bawak kuar pasport* mybe I shud go sumwhere at hawaii n enjoy this cuti Sem.wahaha

But still. I Hate Cuti.
Waaaaa

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COmIC fiEsTA

It's Here! It's Here! KiTAAAA~XD

Finally! The tyme for:

1. Fangirling n Drooling over kakkoi Cosplayer (oh! Oh! hope that abg shinigami I've met last yer will b there! N Miss Super Cool Roxette!! XDD)

2. Spend n spend n spend!! (for mangas n plushies n-maybe kawaii doujins. Hee)

3.PikCha! PikCha! Any Manga-ka n Doujin-ka within sight range will never get away from me! Wahahaha~ (Sori babah. I'm going to kidnap ur newly-bought RM985 Handy Cam! muahaha*super duper ultimate extremely evil laughter*)

4. Finding as much as I can-- Sketch Books (wahaha. Only 4 Comic artists' signatures)

5. N juz ENJOY THE MOMENT

haha

But I'm still thinking who should I go with?

Reiko ?(essential but im afraid she already found someone to go with)

Patty ?(great too. but kesian plak mau ajak dia p jauh2 bgitu)

Fitri ?(n later died out of lung cancer. Great.)

Nevertheless. I still got a month to think about that.. but the most important + greatest facts are:(Finally..!)

Im too old for my mum's don't-go-anywhere-without-permission preaches

Im having soooo much free tyme -- since the semester isn't starting yet. HoYe!!

Im living outside (wahaha. I can go home n go out anytyme. Yeah Baby. SHwEET)

Im getting my driving license (I can smellll~ the Infinity of Freedom. Oyeh!)

But

Money shortage really isnt helping.

waaaaahhh T^T

*buying a month's stock of megi*

Who cares? Im Going!

hahahahahaaha

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AdAKAH Aku JAhat??

Skit2 org wat assumption yg aku ni baek.
Innocent siott.
Bagaimanakah org2 berkenaan menjustifikasikan tindakan2 aku? Pakai apa? Otakkah? Matakah? Hatikah? Suka suki kah?
Aku plek arr. Seriously. Aku ni dah la muka crook. (tapi kdg2 comei jgk.hahaha)

Kdang2 otak aku lari sana sini. Kjap kat Jepun. Kjap kat Bangi. Kjap kat SP. Kjap kat buku lima. Kjap kat mulut. Haha. Jarang sgt ah dia dok kat kpala, kat tmpat yg sepatutnya.

Ha! Ada rahsia aku nak habaq. Kadang2 kan, aku benci org tak pasal (prangai yg aku dapat dari mak aku. Hahaha).

Kadang2 aku ni siott hipokrit buat syok gler, hepi gler, tapi sebenarnya aku lebih berminat tgk kuku kaki aku.

Kadang2 aku pura2 tak kisah, (sokay, Fine, Oyeh? Eh.. Takpe2), padahal aku tekan volume earphone aku sampai paling tggi.

Kadang2 aku marah org, kmudian myesal sbb tak marah lg teruk (bkn myesal marah org tu pon).

Kadang2 aku nak org tgk benda yg baek kat aku, pastu syok sbb diorg percaya.

Kadang2 aku risau rahsia aku pecah, padahal aku sebenarnya berharap ia dipecahkan, sbb dah bosan buat jahat tapi org tak tau.

Kadang2 rasa nak tembak org, nak kunci org dalam blik pastu buang kunci tu, nak amik barang dia plg suka pastu buang dalam tong recycle.

Kadang2 mnyampah gler bab* kat org sbb aku tau dia betul dan aku salah. Kadang2 marah tuhan sbb bg idup yg tak best ni kat aku, tp sbnrnya aku suka suma org yg aku jmpa dlm idup aku.

Tgk. Kan byk gler bnda jahat aku buat?
Aku jahat la. Sbb tu aku tak suka kat aku dr aku kcik lagi.
Tapi kan
Walaupun aku jahat
PLEASE LOVE ME *terjun bangunan*

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The Doctrine of Touch and Go

Who started it? The Government? (haha)
nah, it has been there as long as I ever knew how to spell ‘spoon’.

This doctrine was also called the “Doctrine of Betrayal”. This doctrine applies whenever you are using someone.. and left almost immediately, right after he or she finished it for you. In malay it was rather “Habis madu sepah dibuang”.
Why am I talking about this crap? Why, of course! I’ve been in that situation and currently still in that situation. Haha. This is how a relationship ends. Touch and Go.

Why all the trouble? The trouble to be nice, to be sweet, to be understanding, and then gone with the monsoon.. Does it feel good to be mean afterwards? To left her after those great times you have together? Maybe it wasn’t great, you just pretend for it to be great. Is it? But still, why all the trouble? If you didn’t like her in the first place, why pretend to be?

In my humble opinion, you DID liked her. You DID wanna try to enter into relationship with her. Somehow, you got this capital E which unconsciously shut yourself to her. I’m gonna play around with her, and that’s it. Is it? Is that it? You not gonna remember her? Not gonna think about things you like about her and smile (without realizing it)?

I love everyone I’ve met in my life, though I might not remembered them all. Speaking through my own experiences, forgetting is much much more harder than remembering. Doctrine of touch and go is such a LIE.

Once you touch and get a hold of a person, you can never let her go.

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